Out-a-sight

'but its only when i sleep, see you in my dream
got me spinning round round, turning me upside down'
hate the feeling of waking up on 14th February with a tummy pain
such a long long day of simply wasting my time doing nothing at all
been hooking up with melanie c and bryan adam in this wee hour
i like the line' even food don't taste that good, things just been so wrong, when your gone'
i wonder why on earth i do recall all my childhood memories and school memories i had so well
but when it come to recalling my notes that i studied before my exam, i had hard time of recalling any.

Anyway those were the late post that i dint hit the publish post button
basically i just lost interest in the things that i love to do , more like a laid back person and i dont care how others feel or think why i behave in such a way.



i wanna do this again where things are so easy in life. life is so easy. and everybody is just losing control doing fun thing whole night! hahaha, fooling ourselves and getting in a vertigo state of mind where impossible dont exist, we lost track of time and day but there is nothing to be worried. Its just you and your friends saying stupid things and sharing dark secret whole night! gaaah! Anyway i always have thing on tatoo , bacically tatoo on my body cage rib saying something about my life, get myself ink one day-well that is what i always wanted before. Earn 5 digits a month and shop till i drop, live in a condominium enjoying life and going places that i always wanted to go. Spend a weekend in some island , sun bathing with a bikini and having my pina colada drink in my hand , dancing with those jazz music of the waves breeze.

I know i been out-a-sight for months now, but i promised that it wont be too long, i shall return when i completed my important things that i have to prioritize. Getting myself back to serious business and yea, i changed-for BETTER :)