Its My LIFE. Why do you even give a damn when you don't have one?

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Loy krathong 2010 [Wat Rajaphohong]


pee-kaa- boo! say hello to my Thai cousin's daughter
and she is bringing all that SEXY back :)


Pictures on last year loy krathong, note: i wasn't there since am catching important final paper



one of the common krathong shape and its like a lotus


This year Loy krathong festival and its proven that my bad camera could not capture a proper night scene



some weird camera effect which turns out to be pretty cool thing aiyte?


other material that is been use to create a marvelous krathongs like these.

Loy krathong is celebrated on 12th month of the Thai lunar calender to start off a new life when the krathong is let to be float on the river. Krathong is referred to a traditional way to make the flower using banana trunk and loy carry its meaning for float or floating.It also symbolise all your bad luck, anger, dissopintment to be swap away in the river. Water sort of purify your new you. In those ancient days, this festival is believe to be originated from the northern Thailand region and some said Laos. The reason to celebrate loy krathong is to ask the blessing from the God of water. Some devotee even cut their hair and nail to be placed them on the krathong . Krathongs were made off a section of banana trunk in those days but sadly the Styrofoam had replaced and it is sad because it is not biodegradable. Prehaps the community should start off by bringing back the old krathongs concept where breads and banana trunk were use. Banana leaves and flowers tip-top the amazing krathongs.

Its all happening at Wat Rajaphohong Ara Kuda last weekend when the moon illuminates its shimmering light on the Tun sardon river. The Thai devotee and not to forget others as well who gather for this Loy Krathong festival. Several activities line up to entertain the spectators. Thai boxing also known as the Muay Thai were presentated to the audience, and indeed it was nice to see my cousin muay thai-ing on the stage. Each participant were blind folded and point were given to the participant who get a box and a kick.Anyway it wasn't a real competition as kids were just having some fun on there and it is indeed exciting to see them on stage. Performance such as the thai traditional dance is indeed an enjoying treat to us.

Sunday night arrived, the festival kicked start with traditional music performance and singing the 'Loy, Loy, krathong'. Villagers as well as us, began to dance accordingly to the music.It is also known as the ' Rambung' moves and all of us were enjoying ourselves. Procession starts off and we walked approximately 1km to the river were we lighted our krathongs's candle and incense sticks.

Anyway, am half Thai, am PROUD of where i belong .Am proud to be one of the Thai community and indeed am gonna master Thai languange one day:) hehe.







The Loy Krathong song that is stuck in my head till today

Wan pen duan sip song nam kor nong tem taling
Raow thung lai chai ying sanook gun jing wan loy krathong.

Loy loy krathong, loy loy kratong
Loy krathong gun leaw kor chern nong keaw oog ma rum wong

Rum wong wan loy krathong, rum wong wan loy krathong
Boon ja song hai raouw sook jai
Boon ja song hai raouw sook jai.


The monk



me with two krathongs that my aunt made for us


Dylan : my sarawakian, thai, chinese cousin's son


another thai cousin's daughther, she is cute, aint she?

To those who is interested in this event, experience it yourself next year at the thai buddist temple wat rajaphong where we have interesting line up for u guys next year. Check it out this awesome festival yourself in the month of november. so i;ll c you guys there next year..:)

Come home



picture: 28052010 : Jongker street flip flop ,its hard to let you go because you serve me well through thick and thin.

'Been chasing it for too long, am tired of chasing
torn in between and i hope to see you come home
because i have been waiting for you for too long..'

I'm in the wrong place trying to make it right
but am tired of being JUSTIFIED.

My current situation :It is just hard when no matter what you do, whether they are right or wrong, people already judge you first in their head. No matter how I hated the world see me, but hack it! Am still breathing and living in this world.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Secret



picture: 15022010: penang butterfly farm


Secret that we keep from each other
Secret turn into lies when we kept it
Secret break promises
and indeed it is hard to keep something name 'SECRET'
Have you had a secret before?
Everyone do own a secret
Secret stop when the story tell its own line
and the line tell its lies.
It will eventually destroyed trust
Secret is hard to utter it out loud
It is hard to be kept
It harm you in the end
so, why would we even bother to kept one?

answer is simple: to protect someone that we truly LOVE from getting hurt
i had experienced worst of it, and indeed is is worth it although i paid the most of it.

Quote of the day : life is a BITCH/.you make the move.take the risk./you lose it

LIFE as a SECRET. is hidden and hard .

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Vintage that i lust for


Les Français Affaire Dress: $78



lONELY heart stud dress




Zoey dot dress



Dahlia Lace Bandage Dress

For more of this sweet-sin-must-to have piece, check this out at shopspanishmoss


Lavintage


Here are some of the vintage look that i look at and i cant stop looking at those and i want them badly, I don't really have knowledge on fashion ,did some research but too lazy to read the long article. In conclusion this is what i got to know in short bout Vintage :is SEXY yet SOPHISTICATED , not that revealing and vintage never DIES, It lives for CENTURY.

i heart V.I.N.T.A.G.E .

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Peak A boo at Grand's garden



Take a look of the world in other dimension , and you may see it in a different way
Beauty lies on the eye of its beholder.

Flowers are pretty , they smell nice and some does not smell any, but certainly they bring a smile to the receiver face :)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

im like a bird


picture: Passembor stall near standard charted bank on 17012010


'Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains in me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is RARE
Though my love is TRUE'

Somehow i feel like am a bird who only fly away and don't know where is my soul and home is.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Skirt Scandal


Picture: Me and darling trishal( i miss her so much)



Picture: Taken after our PR presentation ( i must admit this that my skirt is terover short)





Picture: Taken on the day i encounter haemato lady. so is my skirt that SHORT ?
had lunch with chye chye , mun wei, xin rui and shallini to the temple of fine art


Being an intern feels like a school kiddo in there
Well, i mean, more like technically a secondary school kiddo
I walked pass the Haemato lady and she pull me away to the side

Haemato lady: Hey, next time, dont wear your skirt so short
Me: Okay :) smile politely but inside of me( WTF)

i know maybe her intention is good and all, because she do not want me to end up being sexual molested but my shirt is high waist and it went up a bit to my waist so its a bit short.Anyway, when she pass by on afternoon side she said

'hey you brought an extra skirt to change?"
i said : no, its the same skirt old lady !"
wanted to say old but dint laa because it was rude

Well, this is not realy the first time i encoutered this old lady

One fine afternoon lunch break

Haemato lady: So, where are you from?
Me and shalini: utar, kampar
Haemato lady: What course are you all doing?
Me: Biomedical science
Haemato lady : Why do you choose that course, you know, its very hard to get work why dont you just study doctor
Me wanted to say : SHut up! If only am a smart student who get JPA scholarship and ace in my SPM i wouldn't end up in utar! morooon!! and if only i have the cash to study medicine you insane lady who is so discouraging
Me instead : SMILE :) and said we dont have choice and Utar indeed is our last choice

I wish


Picture: Langkawi Pantai Chenang on 090709

one week before i enroll myself as a UTAR undergraduate


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

I wish i could turn back to that location on that time
and never make the biggest mistakes in my life
A friend ask me what you wanna do tomorrow after work

i replied : Seriosly? i just wanna be on the beach at night and watch the stars in the sky ,start counting the mistakes that i make in my life and wish to erase them.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Those day





I miss those day when we walked to the bus station
I miss those day when we sweat just to catch the bus
I miss those day when we were joking and teasing each other
I miss those day when we had to prepare small change for the bus ticket
I miss those day when we were in the public bus just to look at the hsbm guy
I miss those day when we had to walk to the summit just to catch the bus
I miss those day when we took the short cut
I miss those day when we get wet in the rain
I miss those day when we bought fruits to eat
I miss those day when we sat in the bus and let the wind blow our face
I miss those day when we ate ice pop in the bus
I miss those day when we ate keropok and munch like nobody business

Rangkaiyan setia 15( Permatang tinggi) bus you taught me alot of stuff
I build a strong friendship in the bus
Tan jin yin, Theva Shenu , Nurhayati , Nur Madinah , Tinoshini
I wish that we can take this bus again someday

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

waiting for the end



Fucking hate this song for some reason:/
it was great at first when i listen to it on Hitz
but now i started to hate it like shiiiit!
why when something seem so perfect and it had to be destroy
when you know more about something
the more you know bout it, the fcking retarded and stupid you be
not knowing something is better off than knowing the truth
-Truth ? i cant run from the truth and fact! just have face it,
its easier been said than done, that is what they told me
your 21~ time to face it! but when? am still waiting....

Erectile Dysfuction & Fertility Test

Have you ever wonder to check your partner fertility test before getting married?
Well, perhaps you should if you really considering of having babies and building up a family, but if u don't wanna have baby so why the fcuk you give a damn about it when you can have sex all your life without worrying your partner getting pregnant. I sometimes envy the New Yorker women who can have a one night stand with a random guy they met in the bar and chase them out the next morning just for the sake of having sex .It is nice to see that women are using guy for sex instead of the man enjoying it! The sad part is,it is hard to satisfy a women sex need rather than guy, male need to be released during erection while women is satisfied after having orgasm

Erectile dysfunction or ED is kinda common among guy, only not common when guy are trying their best to hide from it! according to a guy fried of mine, a guy feel useless when they can't flag their pole (if u get what i mean) and from the conversation i overhead this morning, there is a few factor when guy cant satisfy the ladies

number uno: Dont have sex if you have something in your mind, do it when your mentally free
number two: Guy cant flag their pole when they are tired, so guy if your desperate for one, take viagra or tongkat ali
no three: Guy cant penetrate if they lose focus on what they are doing, so FOCUS is essential to know what position your onto

So, here is a few rates for eraction
Grade 4( lowest grade, fragile and soft)like taufu :)


Grade 3( stiff, but short)



Grade 2( good, but not satisfactory) high opportunity for baby making session


Grade 1( satisfaction and excellent)


back to fertility test, i was taught how to perform fertility test for male in the lab, so we received a sample of seminal fluid from a 26 years old guy
Simplest test ever in the lab but the process of getting the sample is another story
so , Abang Ibrahim showed to me the sample and i was like, it so cloudy and it look like something, something which is not known as seminal fluid, best referred as CUM!
hahahah, kenneth ter-touched the guy's cum while he put it on the slide to view the sperm. So, if the sperm is moving in the slide view indicate that that guy is fertile
Neway, i was so silly to ask Abang Ibrahim this:

Me( the so called innocent intern): Bang, macam mana doctor ambik sample seminal fluid ni
Abang Ibrahim: Blush* mereka ada la cara depa buat
Me: still wanna know, mereka cucuk kat testis guna needle ke? macam fine needle aspiration teachnique
Abang Ibrahim: Laugh! ahhahaha, eerr.. doctor bagi mereka guna lotion atau benda macam cecair
Me:OOOOOOOO! :)

Neway here is a characteristic of a normal sperm
liquefaction time: 5-15 minutes
volume:2-5ml
count:>20x 10power 5/ml
motility:>50% with good forward motility
morphology:>50%normal healthy sperm with tail


So it takes two to build a beautiful sensual relationship (SEX) so if your not ready for it?don't risk it because of someone ask you to do it. I believe in sex after married.If you think am kuno, or close minded, i don't give a damn bout it because i have something precious and you don't :)

Monday, November 1, 2010

Great Sunday

Yesterday was Sunday and it is great! i wasn't perfect but it was great
Freedom felt at last thou not entirely the type that i yearn for
somehow i wish i am a billionaire , have my own driver and buy the stuff that i always wanna have, and buy all the things that i never have. Geez! i just hate driving this day, feddup of the traffic and tired of the same road that i cross almost every day. Had my late lunch in Secret Recipe and TAADAAH! a self obsession pictures of mine at last :)





emmm, what should i have for my lunch since somebody belanja-ing!heheh




ahaa! im think am gonna have the grill dorry fish with salmon sos




The secret recipe grilled dorry fish with lobster sos


searching for my camera's battery



the person who took this damn creative :)





Disappointed! it wasnt lobster sos , damn it! i kena tipu..its mushroom sos.
dint eat whole day, and this is what i get!