A reminder

Heading says it all

MESSED UP AGAIN .

when you have so much in your head and heart, but you cant seem to do anything with it

a mind without a soul,a life without a meaning to smile.

The color full path seem to be faded, whats left is its memory of stain. 

i hate it when i logged in just to type this

and there goes the rain

Rain drops fall from the sky in the mist of night, my heart says ' Lets go out there, dance in the rain like nobody is watching you' , anticipating the raindrop fall on my umbrella is fascinating, why not we do this in a small MO one day, drips of rain land gracefully as the wind blew . Found myself soaked wet in the rain. Solitude, maybe that is what i felt when am trapped in between the rain. Its just me and the rain. The sound of water dripping and fall hard on rock, solitude.

I hate how women always expect a happy ending in every relationship, prince charming came-make them feel special and went off with a chariot one day. Is like we are so hopeless in every single things. We depend on them and worst the fear of being emotionally attached to one and found oneself in a grief of disappointment when one wake up from the sweet dream lullaby.We expect them to read every single mind of us and in return we tried to understand as much as we could about the Adam species.We tend to put on hope and true enough we found our self lost in direction without them. Who are them to us? We owe them our happiness? Happiness is in a package without hope . Without hope you wont get disappointment, and the best thing happen when we do not put on any expectation.Some common mistakes we tend to do with the hope. We misused them ! That is why we termed as girls speak in rhythm and boys in code.

Life is a waving feather, you do good and the goodness in you will remain till you do something bad and that is when you are a bad person to them till now and forever. I wish to divert from this norm perception. Time changes how a person think.


and so do the rain stop, time to switch off the light and sleep.

Someday We'll know

"That's what we do, we FIGHT! You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you're being a pain in the ASS, which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to HURT your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate and you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing. So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard and we're gonna have to work at this everyday. But I wanna do that because I want you, I want all of you, forever, you& me , everyday." - Noah (THE NOTEBOOK)

BlackOUT

Hey peeps, and Hey its already the last day of MARCH! which marks today as the earth hour in every country and starts sharp at 20:00-21:30. Time flies and proooofffs its the end of the first quarter of the year and say hay-LOO to APRIL. *Finger cross* and i don't wanna be the victim of April fool this year. ' Ignite the life and let it shine' -well that is what Katty perry sing in her FIREWORK, [boom -boom- boom, even brighter than the moon-moon ] :) i always find that her head is much bigger than her body is like they are not proportional and her head stand out the most ,not her blue or pink hair.

La taadaa raa taa taa-laa laa taa taa-Saturday afternoon and am stuck in my tinnie tiny room doing nothing but wasting my golden precious minute thinking what life has to offer me in future.
Woke up from my bed today with pretty much the same kinda feeling i had for weeks, stretched my turquoise curtain widely which remind me of the government hospital curtain, look out at the road outside my house and its the same lane with the same room and window facing me. i know what should i expect' lane and road and house dont move from place to place!duhh' anywho! am pretty much stuck in my day dream , make myself french toast for lunch ,a cup of milo and apple for just balancing up the meal.Mummy send me a bottle of vitamin and she strictly force me to take one each day for the fear of me getting bald, so yeaa, been loosing my hair lately especially when i comb them.

I was back in my hometown for three consecutive week and this time i finally find my perfect heel i get from PAYLESS. Best part of it they are on 50% discount, tried it on, and i grab the little brown one that i adore, most important part when choosing a heel i must be balance when i walk on it, you know how clumsy i get when am nervous. Grab two pair of heels and they fit me perfectly with my skinny jean:) Hooray and i've been stuck with this big brown bag if lately, it get pretty bored and the best part what i love about big bag is you can pretty chuck everything you want in the bag! got myself a reddish brown bag and vohlaa! they suit my brown heel well :) Basically went to Sunway with mummy to finish off my remaining 100bucks voucher, bought a super bike pocket dictionary for dady and women mag for mummy and got some Eastern European travel book for myself and a Cecelia ahern book, ( having all her books now in my shelves) and the remaining i spend it on stationary and some art stuff for my campaign. SO that is how my shopping story goes. -GIRLS and SHOPPING, if you manage to separate both of them , then you be likely to have the luck to separate Tarzan and Jane, Minnie and Mickey or Donald duck and Daisy duck .

I cycled most of day to campus, AND YESS! i love cycling:) wee wee! cycle while listening to my mp3 that my darling boyfriend gave me for my 23rd birthday. Cycle is fun in the morning with the morning fresh air and the cooling wind touches your cheek and blowing your hair.I know i sound like a dork! cycling to campus in the morning is a nice stuff to kick the day with. Enjoying my gummy bears that my brother and his gf got for as my birthday gift in a purple water bottle and damn! they are so freaking addictive, think i had like 7 so far for the day -its written fat free on the plastic packet but they are ain't sugar free, and they taste so juicy and gummy .FYI they are apple flavors. Talking about birthday gift, i reckon something very usual you do as you grow older. Birthday is just another day in your life and cake and candles is optional , having them on the table is like reminding you all the goal and dream that you haven't achieve but your getting older and time waits for no one. I figure out something, people tend to be secretive bout their age as they grow older and wiser. For instance you don't want the public to know that your 23 , and still unemployed, depending on your FAME finance and etc etc or your now 30 and your stuck with the same company where they dint even offer you a raise. So that is part of life, i guess its much appropriate to not to reveal your age except being asked. In that case, that remind me to change my email address to something else, i have no idea why i put the year i was born in my email address when i was in my teen year.haha

I have this pile of clothes in my laundry basket and i haven't even got the time and mood to wash them clean. I know you called me a lazy lady woman! hahaa, indeed i am and am not gonna be all hypocritical saying that am always hardworking 24/7 .Sometime i wish to have a disposable clothes that you wear and throw them instead!joking* jokes only kay. I'll get them done later , just feeling a bit lazy lately.The lazy feeling that you just wanna be in bed with 3 pillows and my booster and a comforter on. I have the urge of doing nothing at all for this past three weeks and i know it is very very very bad for me. Anyway, read this Eastern European travel book that i got from popular on Thursday 4 in the morn( yesh... im a night owl' insomnic you named me' haha and i get some interesting fact

Didya know that the Bulgarian nods their head when they say no and shakes their head when they mean yeeeessss! interesting ain't that? human tend to do stuff the opposite way you see probably they got bored of following what others been doing.Friday class finished at 12pm so you as you can see below, i got nothing else better to do, and im BORED! says its been 2 years i stop cam-woring myself in my room and there you go, i start doing it again.




Caption 1 #You dowana messed up with me( seriously)


Caption 2 # I know i have a big beautiful nice seductive eyes!and i mean it !i dont have to wear falsie and double eye lids sticker or whatever you called em.haha
Caption 3 # am self obsessed! ohh, you just discovered it today. awwwuch! awww and aouch
Caption 4 # i dont have to put on make up to be 'pretty' , i just have to take picture at the right angle! bleuks :P
Caption 5 # i dont have to hide my forehead , i know i look like indon , so whaaaaat if i dont look like a typical Chinese girl you see at your next door.
Caption 6 # am hungry and where is my fooooooooood :(
Caption 7 # oh! you dare mess with me, see i messed up my hair and give you that monkey face instead :P

Out-a-sight

'but its only when i sleep, see you in my dream
got me spinning round round, turning me upside down'
hate the feeling of waking up on 14th February with a tummy pain
such a long long day of simply wasting my time doing nothing at all
been hooking up with melanie c and bryan adam in this wee hour
i like the line' even food don't taste that good, things just been so wrong, when your gone'
i wonder why on earth i do recall all my childhood memories and school memories i had so well
but when it come to recalling my notes that i studied before my exam, i had hard time of recalling any.

Anyway those were the late post that i dint hit the publish post button
basically i just lost interest in the things that i love to do , more like a laid back person and i dont care how others feel or think why i behave in such a way.



i wanna do this again where things are so easy in life. life is so easy. and everybody is just losing control doing fun thing whole night! hahaha, fooling ourselves and getting in a vertigo state of mind where impossible dont exist, we lost track of time and day but there is nothing to be worried. Its just you and your friends saying stupid things and sharing dark secret whole night! gaaah! Anyway i always have thing on tatoo , bacically tatoo on my body cage rib saying something about my life, get myself ink one day-well that is what i always wanted before. Earn 5 digits a month and shop till i drop, live in a condominium enjoying life and going places that i always wanted to go. Spend a weekend in some island , sun bathing with a bikini and having my pina colada drink in my hand , dancing with those jazz music of the waves breeze.

I know i been out-a-sight for months now, but i promised that it wont be too long, i shall return when i completed my important things that i have to prioritize. Getting myself back to serious business and yea, i changed-for BETTER :)

friggatriskaidekaphobia

Pantai Chenang/Langkawi-oceansizelove

It is 13 days after New Year , means hello 2012

13 days after New Year without a new year resolution

What is this? day 13 at home not having any direction in life

Friday the 13th , freakish friday , home alone, using Christopher's lappy

listening to trees- marty casey [youtubing]

aimless-ly staring at the home ceiling , no contribution or achievement in life

and figuring out how to begin this life again with? when i have to start from square one

- turning point in life where i have to press the restart button-

reflection after reflection and not finding what i want in life.

one word on friday the 13th 2012: a big FRUSTRATION.

in the mid of frustration, you tubing aimlessly and found this song that suit my current mood

disappointment frustration

Ushering New Year

Changi Singapore airport 29122010: Watching the aeroplane landing is peaceful


Oldchurch 29112010: Reflection: Blessed: Prayed: Answered


New year, a year has gone by and a new year with new beginning has sail in
say la vie 2011,

Auld Lang Syne my friend

As time goes by - well thats is the translation to the above
as i look back a year ago, i think i said enough what i wanna say
Enough :) fix you : fix me- you try so hard and you dont succeed
having my hot green tea on 3rd of January of 2012 on a good morning
the sunshine ray shine across the door and lighten up the staircase
i love the morning feeling where you wake up and feel like a new beginning
a new hope and a new life, the smell of the morning breakfast on the table
the fragrant of a new curtain and couch of floral bouquet
sound of the bird chirping and singing from my room window

Looking back those time, i rather say myself as i haven't accomplish any of my goals.Yes, i know i did set a few new year resolution every years, and they ended up as being a pretty new year resolution lying hanging in the air, as i don't stick long enough to it am gonna be 23 in 2 more months, and i bet there is alot of things that gonna change my life in this 2 weeks i assume, there is gonna be a lot of goodbyessss , tears, regrets , and think of all the wasted time i invest in.

Angel of mercy : where did you find me: did you even read my story?

I know its a bit of too late again.i know i used to be smart , Goooosssh, where did i go wrong again this time.Time for new plan , reorganization and a better financial planning ahead.

-Time for miracle 2012-
Adam Lambert

Dont Wait

Miami Feringghi beach: 28112011

DontWait for ittohappen , insteadmakeit happen
bebrave and take one step.at atime
Time killedaperson.Memoriesfadebefore you even know youbeenthere.

Do you believe in waiting? waitforsomething to happen which is pretty hopeless, i learn from the best that instead of waiting, it is best to just make it happen.There is no fullstop in life and there should not be waiting in a person dictionary.Some part in life where i find waiting is just a waste of time, you expect the best but there is a question mark there?So, can you wait? Life goes on. even though it is sunshine or rain, storm or hurricane,The day will still be a day and the moon will still be up in the sky during the night and i will be still breathing.Tomorrow will be another new day and a new chapter begin.Even for the bad or good day, i just have to swallow the bitterness in life and taste the sweetness of it at same time.

Quoted by miss cat when she is 16: 'You missed your turn and there is no more waiting and wishing in life.Life is bittersweeet'

Listening to 'never says never ' by the fray and i never get enough of this song in my head. Flashback where i was this time, last year ,i was doing my internship and waiting for my last week of intern where i spend the rest of Christmas and new year celebration in Singapore
Life totally change when you meet someone, and i do have my own saying in this, People change that is true, change for a better or worst, you decide yourself, but life change when you finally meet someone with the word of love in it. Its funny how my life full of hatred and how realist i am and i finally gave up of being one. They say love is a very strong word and yes it really means a lot to me with the one word love. [ishallupdatethatverysoon]

How hypocritical one human life can be? it can be very much like a drama scene, because honestly i am so disgusted on how a person can be so judgmental a t a time. People will start judging you even before you do the bad or good and the irony part human tend to remember the dark and bad side of you rather than the good one.Start judging yourself before looking at others, the image on the mirror reflect on you back when you start judging others, know yourself better before wanna know others better.

Remember how i said i hate changes earlier? get the mix feeling when i finally have to shift out from my old house, growing up there since am 7 years old, and its not easy to abondon everything behind and move into a new place. I know there is this word GROWup, but i somehow like it to GROWsmall.Stayed there for almost 15 years and so much of memories, laughter, anger, pain, sadness, sweetness i share with my family there and moving in a new home seem so different, i somehow dont call them my home. I know its very silly of me but i am so homesick right now.i miss my home and i am coming home 2 days before christmas and when am back home, my old home is not my home anymore:( will be busy packing up my things and move to a new room. Good thing my new place is just 7 mins from my old place. I am gonna miss my neighborhood night marker, neighbor, the train, the road, the dogs, the trees, and the cat.

hahahaa.gonna get some sleep now before continue being one dasyat drama queen.

These are the days

Time flies, and we are now in last month of the year, 2011 almost set its curtain fall.
Changes, Changes, Changes : and yea i do remember how i hate changes, i prefer things to be secure most of the time. Stay the same and don't change.
Made a big decision in my life recently that changes everything that revolve around me.
Its a rather gloomy and cloudy today and Its has been 3 days that i trapped myself in my room,
basically i just dont feel like going out, 3 days of not exposing myself to the sun light and am feeling very unhealthy indeed. Anyway, it is rather windy and chilly outside the gentle cold wind brings back some reminiscent memories. Having tuna sandwich at 3am in the morning is so peaceful, im not sure what is the word am looking for but i do feel so calm now.At time i felt that am traveling too fast in a time built machine,the feeling that everything is spinning around you and your in the middle of it. Swap and wipe out into a gigantic tornado!

Its been awhile i abandon my blog, and the weather today reminded me of 12 years back. I remember how crazy i am with o-town, having their cassette playing in my walkman for over and over again, those poster that i fight with my brother on who should have it and it just bring back old school memories we had back then. The pocket money i saved up to buy their album and the craziness we had in class singing their song over and over again and fighting over team O-town and N' sync. Back then, i used to be a fan of N' sync , Westlife ,backstreet boy,blue and 5ive. I adore o-town most of all and my list of favorite song will be
1: Love is a crime
2: All or nothing
3:Baby i would
4: These are the day



'empty room like an empty heart, lover stop but they never stay, they dont look back because they drive away'- these are the days

Anyway,decided to logged into my friendster account (www.friendster.com) after so long of not bothering to do so. I miss having testimonial :( friendster kept so many memories in it, and it is my first social network page where i learn how to violate the use of internet at home. Friendstering is the first social network place where we all have fun exchanging testimonial. So much memories and the website now has been reconstruct to a new online game page. I was so shocked, that i couldnt save up any of my friendster photos. No notification was given FRIENDSTER :R.I.P .

Later on, logged into my msn messenger after 10 months of abandoning it,my account has been blocked because of security purpose. Then, logged into my another blog after years of privatizing it ,had hard time retrieving my msn password and my old blog. As i read them yesterday,i realize that i have grown in thought and emotionally am a better person now.Its funny how time made the best in you, one moment you felt like your traveling in long empty road alone and when once upon a time how i loath fairy tale and happy ending and now i start to believe in them again.

::I taste Bitter, but i somehow i taste sweetness in life, i love bittersweet ::

Terrified

' You set it again my heart in motion, every word feels like a shooting star'

Finally..
I'm no more against ' waiting for the end' song by LP
That song really gives me chill last year, *phobia*
but now,
it feel so right! so puas! satisfied!
my semangat so membuak buak (bahahahahaaa)
- AM HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY- :)

remember when they said one door close, 2 doors open for you
and yesh indeed.

I Never regret in choices i made in life, things do happen for a reason,
and they happened
* the best thing in life happen when your not expecting anything*
and its just too good to be true at times
Every mistakes behind the choices that i made in life
Every chances that i take and every risk i jump for
Its worth it now

No more lies ,
No more hiding
No more pretending
and am happppppppppy :)


Finally :)

'the hardest part of ending this,is starting it all over again'
and yesh am TERRIFIED

but i dont know why now, everthing just feel so right now <3

Investment

goodbye my gladiator flat 2010-2011

Hello to my freaking first shoe after 1 year

totally in love with this pair when i first set my eye on this piece in auto city
gladiator flats with beats is always a choice when it come to my normal shoe selection
it was rm79.90 back then in auto city and look at the good side when i decided have my study break at home sweet home
my first shoe after last gladiator flat that i bought from nose last year
totally excited * when i first saw this piece at opera , and they came with wedges
dad saw how excited when i tried on this comfy pair and he said take it if you want
i was like but its only on 20% off, shall we just wait till 50%
dad said with this unique type , i don't think so the stock will last
i grab it and got myself a new pair after 1 year
(proud of myself actually that i can resist one year from buying new shoe)
what a accomplishment *

So am back at home for my semester break, did some activity that i always wanted to do for ages which is to spend money on my mother
1. dye her hair and with my expertise , i gave a new aura on her hair with revlon strawberry blonde. ( i know the colour sound yucky and ugly but they turn out to be so nice )
2.bring her for shopping and she manage to get a pair of heels from nose that she love and its on 50% sale( it was black wedges with unique geometry shapes on top of it)
3.brought her to the store summit for the last sales before they closed down that place( gonna miss this place as i have so many memories there-start from my 1st colouring contest that i won to my first love)
4.kasim mustapha session-had like awesome nasi kandar in town with her
5.nail art session with my mum where we both have the most horrible day ( detail below)
6.Played badminton with her, not in the court but in front of our house after not doing that since am 17

Am currently having my wall selection ice cream chocolate hazelnut brownies under by blanket ( what a bliss) the art of doing nothing but just lazying around on my bed is paradise. its 3 am in the and i never gonna leave this bed( i dont need adam lavinge from maroon five to sing that for me) but yea he is one of the sexiest man alive that any women wants in bed. Simply love to see him naked! lol. i know wicked ryte.

Remember i told earlier me and my mum had the worst nail art experience ever in our life, so this is how it goes
me: good morning, can i book an appointment for pedicure session this afternoon at 3pm
missM:okay, you come sharp at 3pm
me: if i had to cancel my appointment can i call back before 1 hour?
missM: you comfirm and you call me again
me: okay then, we shall take the 3pm slot

me so excited to bring my mum to do nail art, drove to that place although am not sure of the direction.
miss M: what are you telling me now? you said wanna do pedicure earlier and now nail art, 1 person become 2 person now ( she sorta scold me for making the wrong appointment)
me: okay, sorry my bad , i dont know you have category for nail art and pedicure
(in my mind it was a burning fired that im gonna start to burn her hair if i can)

miss M: so what design you want
its was just 5 mins of flipping through the book
me: can u gave us 5mins more
miss M: esshhhh, can you make it fast?

me in mind: heylo there, am your customer, if you do not know how to respect and treat customer we are not coming back again next time, im so damn angry that i lost all my mood that day and pick the toughest design for her to draw.Swear am not gonna go back to that horrible place although its cheap and flower design on my toe is so not my thing, wanna do checkers on my toe but she totally spoil everything.

anyway here is a few things that i would wanna save up my money and invest in
1.handbag
2.watch
3.black stylo coat
4.dkny perfume
5.a new handphone
6.a platform heel

After 5 months of not getting my cleo magazine issue i finally get my hand on the september issue.

wedding-she rings the bell

Thats right!, she rings the bell before i did,
am talking about my primary school mate who i sat next to during standard 4,5,6
Sitting next to her during our innocent childhood years always a fun thing to look forward to
She is one of my closest friend during the year we have to grow bean sprout experiment during science class :p
She is the one who influence me with all the bollywood fever and i still remember the conversation we had back then

Me: who you gonna marry when you grow up?
Fatin: Shah Rukh Khan , my future husband, my idol
( we were like 10 at that time) playing congkang and batu sambut at the school corridor
Me: ang nak khawin kat mana esok?
Fatin: Maldives
Me: Bila ang khawin , jangan lupa jemput tau, aku mesti datang
Fatin: Mesti laa, aku siap tempah private jet tuk hang
( and she still kept mentioning that i will marry first before she did)
and today..

after 10 years , we meet again
and at this time am attending her wedding
gave her the wedding present that i took hours to pick
not to forget that am very particular about the wrapping present paper
we hugged, and i get to say this today

' congrats fatin on your wedding, am so happy to see that you have found the right one'
'so, now who got married first uh, hahaaaa :p'
wanted to take pictures of us together but my camera ran out of batery
the feeling to see your best friend on her wedding is just so thrill
watching her so happy and smiling on the stage with a bouquet of flower
in her beautiful baju kebaya with her husband by her side

i mean look at her eyes, they are just fill with happiness and joy
manage to curi some conversation with her husband

fatin's husband: ni, bila nak kahwin ni, bila khawin jangan lupa jemput
me: mesti la jemput
fatin's husband:jauh mana pun, esok kami mesti datang

the wedding gift:) and the receptionist gift

Young Homie( what you been trippin on)

Check Chris Rene from the latest season of X-factor USA
what capture my attention most was his story hidden behind his talent
i was streaming for the latest season of how i met your mother
i stopped what i was doing and pay attention to the tv

Judge: so what do you do for living?
Chris: i halt trash/ trash collector ( i am what i am)
*(audience laugh)*
Chris: i just came out clean for 2months.

His dream: i wanna be on stages, singing for people, making money, to sing on the stage so his son can be proud of his dad.
5 million contract: stability for me ,my son, family.
His quote: 'Life is too precious to be waste'

For those who do not know Chris, he is a father to his two and a half year old son. This 28 years old just got out from the rehab center.At the age of 12/13, chris started to smoke weed, and at the age of 15 he caught himself with alcohol abuse and start taking methamphetamine and cocaine.



Its my first time watching x-factor and i watched it because Simon cowell is one of the judge.
American idol is loosing its touch , and i know i haven't update myself with The voice.I must say Chris is my favorite and he inspire me somehow.

what am trying to prove here is
Life is always fill with option
You choose the wrong path
People judge you
so what?what so the hell wrong with it?
Does not mean you have to bow down and please everyone
life is too precious to live in regret.

Lil UP-date

STUDY

Hey folks, its been awhile i drop something recently, been lil busy with all my studies, exams, mid terms and am glad now that it is all over for good ( sad to say that am not having a happy ending to my final ) perhaps its my last final that i will ever take in UTAR :) am not being pessimistic but i do have limited ability on my current course that am doing now. Challenging my own ability and capability is a torturing long process that i encounter for almost 3 years now.Never give up is a motivation word that been chanting in my mind ever since the word FAIL is a shadow of my own dignity.I must thank my parent for their most worthy support especially my mum who been there for me all the time.

mum advise: People will never look down on you or judge you, when your in trouble, just remember to pray for St Jude. Tomorrow, we shall go St Anne and pray. She never show her sad face to me but she is lucky to have me and my brother ( which is the most luckiest thing she ever have in her life )and she never regret any decision that she made, so do I , never look back and regret what i had done but look forward for the thing that i haven't do yet.

HOUSEMATE
most awesome housemate i ever had in the universe, or shall i say my very own family now who listen and help me through my most hardest moment in life, they been the pillar who support me and motivate me.My room mate , miss Veona khoo who someone i never hide anything from , regardless of all the tears that i pour out or the giggle that we share along the night. Practically she is the one who first i see every morning i woke up or before i went to bed.People call her ker xin' but i am never familiar with that name. I do remember the first encounter we met, which was 2 years back when i were so homesick and a bit of cry baby, she is the one who cheer me up and help me to call delivery food since my mandarin knowledge equivalent to zero.The moment i check in the room, i have the feeling that she is a very pleasant girl and maybe a bit of mind your own business type since she had barbeque with her coursemate and never really bother about my present in the room, and i was totally wrong with it because she was just too busy. We cycled to the lake and i must say she is the first person who i went pasar malam with in kampar. Gonna miss her tonnes since she is shifting out next semester to imperial. She is the most cutest , strong,kind and independent girl i ever met.

Kelly, Eva, Veronica, Veona and Stacy-awesome karaoke session with you girls ever, enjoy every song that you girl sing and my most favourite part would be the Party Rock Anthem song-LMFAO

Kelly: Everyday im suferrringggg! (epic)
initial lyric: Everyday im shuffling!

i laughed my heads off at that time and totally forget the most saddest part of my life at the moment. we move on to the song' if we hold on together ' by jordin spark and i declare that as my wedding song and they agreed to sing that on my wedding. I sang kenangan terindah with them and it was indeed a good feeling after that.

We celebrate every housemate birthday together, so no matter how far away you are from home they will be always a surprise birthday cake on the table for you. Even every food, bread, drink, cups, plates we share together in the common area. Whenever your hungry, there is no reason to starve yourself because they is always food on the table ready to be eat:) Even any food that they cook will be kept in the bowl for me if am not at home ( how sweet) i know am one hell of a lucky girl to be place in such house.So i stayed extra 2 days and cook tom yam bihun for my awesome housemate after my final and glad that they love it and want more of it. We throw in a surprise birthday party for chai wei and bough her a very pretty dress that we know she would not get it herself.Gonna miss them buckets next semester since they wont be here and going back for their internship next semester.

FACEBOOK
After karaoke session, i officially retire from facebook for a period of time.Mark Zuckerberg gonna loose one of facebook user, but hack it! as if that count or make a different! i lost interest in facebook. I decided to shut myself to every social virtual connection and indeed it is goin good so far. Its been a month since i log in to that blue and white page.

Facebook crime that i listed to be common
1.People posting up their status shout out box every 10 minutes
2.People add people that they dont even know each other in facebook
3.People in my face book list who dont even make any efford to keep in touch
4.People change their relationship status like' in a relationship' to 'single' or 'single' to 'in a relationship' and you can see all the fake comment and the number of likes
5.People liking their own status
6.People likes other people pictures because they want others to likes their pictures
7.People posting up their current venue they dine in via i phone or blackberry so others can know they have one.

I know i did that sometime, but i do get bored with the lame social network to see updates of my friend status every 5minutes. So i gave it a shot to hibernate from facebook and here is the drawback that i discoverd

1.I lost day and date of the year
2.I forget my friend birthday date becuase i dont set them in my phone birthday calender
3.I dont even know where is the venue held for my friend's wedding and what time is it
4.I dont get update of the replacement class venue and the test venue for midterm
5.I dont have a clue whats the format of my mid term test will be, mcq or short response
6.I dont get latest update of the current world

so yeah, there is a drawback if i deactivate my facebook account, decided to keep it that way. Anyhow , there is always handphone to keep in touch or a simple how are you is way better than chatting in facebook i suppose.

i waves bye bye to facebook because facebook is just to CRUEL:) sorry have to curi somebody line.haha, i guess that is a long update of my current self. I'll promise to write something interesting after this post.

SOMETHING THAT I MISSED



INTERESTING EVENT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
Date:23 September 2011
Place:Speed City Kuala Lumpur, Selangor Turf Club

Catch Taio Cruz live in malaysia in conjunction with the Arthur's day celebration this year. How i wish to be part of the crowd partying at night long ( what a missed !) guess i have to wait for next year Arthur Day.