Its My LIFE. Why do you even give a damn when you don't have one?

Friday, January 13, 2012

friggatriskaidekaphobia


Pantai Chenang/Langkawi-oceansizelove

It is 13 days after New Year , means hello 2012
13 days after New Year without a new year resolution
What is this? day 13 at home not having any direction in life
Friday the 13th , freakish friday , home alone, using Christopher's lappy
listening to trees- marty casey [youtubing]
aimless-ly staring at the home ceiling , no contribution or achievement in life
and figuring out how to begin this life again with? when i have to start from square one
- turning point in life where i have to press the restart button-
reflection after reflection and not finding what i want in life.
one word on friday the 13th 2012: a big FRUSTRATION.


in the mid of frustration, you tubing aimlessly and found this song that suit my current mood
disappointment frustration

Monday, January 2, 2012

Ushering New Year

Changi Singapore airport 29122010: Watching the aeroplane landing is peaceful


Oldchurch 29112010: Reflection: Blessed: Prayed: Answered


New year, a year has gone by and a new year with new beginning has sail in
say la vie 2011,

Auld Lang Syne my friend

As time goes by - well thats is the translation to the above
as i look back a year ago, i think i said enough what i wanna say
Enough :) fix you : fix me- you try so hard and you dont succeed
having my hot green tea on 3rd of January of 2012 on a good morning
the sunshine ray shine across the door and lighten up the staircase
i love the morning feeling where you wake up and feel like a new beginning
a new hope and a new life, the smell of the morning breakfast on the table
the fragrant of a new curtain and couch of floral bouquet
sound of the bird chirping and singing from my room window

Looking back those time, i rather say myself as i haven't accomplish any of my goals.Yes, i know i did set a few new year resolution every years, and they ended up as being a pretty new year resolution lying hanging in the air, as i don't stick long enough to it am gonna be 23 in 2 more months, and i bet there is alot of things that gonna change my life in this 2 weeks i assume, there is gonna be a lot of goodbyessss , tears, regrets , and think of all the wasted time i invest in.

Angel of mercy : where did you find me: did you even read my story?

I know its a bit of too late again.i know i used to be smart , Goooosssh, where did i go wrong again this time.Time for new plan , reorganization and a better financial planning ahead.



-Time for miracle 2012-
Adam Lambert