Its My LIFE. Why do you even give a damn when you don't have one?

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Investment

goodbye my gladiator flat 2010-2011

Hello to my freaking first shoe after 1 year

totally in love with this pair when i first set my eye on this piece in auto city
gladiator flats with beats is always a choice when it come to my normal shoe selection
it was rm79.90 back then in auto city and look at the good side when i decided have my study break at home sweet home
my first shoe after last gladiator flat that i bought from nose last year
totally excited * when i first saw this piece at opera , and they came with wedges
dad saw how excited when i tried on this comfy pair and he said take it if you want
i was like but its only on 20% off, shall we just wait till 50%
dad said with this unique type , i don't think so the stock will last
i grab it and got myself a new pair after 1 year
(proud of myself actually that i can resist one year from buying new shoe)
what a accomplishment *

So am back at home for my semester break, did some activity that i always wanted to do for ages which is to spend money on my mother
1. dye her hair and with my expertise , i gave a new aura on her hair with revlon strawberry blonde. ( i know the colour sound yucky and ugly but they turn out to be so nice )
2.bring her for shopping and she manage to get a pair of heels from nose that she love and its on 50% sale( it was black wedges with unique geometry shapes on top of it)
3.brought her to the store summit for the last sales before they closed down that place( gonna miss this place as i have so many memories there-start from my 1st colouring contest that i won to my first love)
4.kasim mustapha session-had like awesome nasi kandar in town with her
5.nail art session with my mum where we both have the most horrible day ( detail below)
6.Played badminton with her, not in the court but in front of our house after not doing that since am 17

Am currently having my wall selection ice cream chocolate hazelnut brownies under by blanket ( what a bliss) the art of doing nothing but just lazying around on my bed is paradise. its 3 am in the and i never gonna leave this bed( i dont need adam lavinge from maroon five to sing that for me) but yea he is one of the sexiest man alive that any women wants in bed. Simply love to see him naked! lol. i know wicked ryte.

Remember i told earlier me and my mum had the worst nail art experience ever in our life, so this is how it goes
me: good morning, can i book an appointment for pedicure session this afternoon at 3pm
missM:okay, you come sharp at 3pm
me: if i had to cancel my appointment can i call back before 1 hour?
missM: you comfirm and you call me again
me: okay then, we shall take the 3pm slot

me so excited to bring my mum to do nail art, drove to that place although am not sure of the direction.
miss M: what are you telling me now? you said wanna do pedicure earlier and now nail art, 1 person become 2 person now ( she sorta scold me for making the wrong appointment)
me: okay, sorry my bad , i dont know you have category for nail art and pedicure
(in my mind it was a burning fired that im gonna start to burn her hair if i can)

miss M: so what design you want
its was just 5 mins of flipping through the book
me: can u gave us 5mins more
miss M: esshhhh, can you make it fast?

me in mind: heylo there, am your customer, if you do not know how to respect and treat customer we are not coming back again next time, im so damn angry that i lost all my mood that day and pick the toughest design for her to draw.Swear am not gonna go back to that horrible place although its cheap and flower design on my toe is so not my thing, wanna do checkers on my toe but she totally spoil everything.

anyway here is a few things that i would wanna save up my money and invest in
1.handbag
2.watch
3.black stylo coat
4.dkny perfume
5.a new handphone
6.a platform heel

After 5 months of not getting my cleo magazine issue i finally get my hand on the september issue.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

wedding-she rings the bell




Thats right!, she rings the bell before i did,
am talking about my primary school mate who i sat next to during standard 4,5,6
Sitting next to her during our innocent childhood years always a fun thing to look forward to
She is one of my closest friend during the year we have to grow bean sprout experiment during science class :p
She is the one who influence me with all the bollywood fever and i still remember the conversation we had back then

Me: who you gonna marry when you grow up?
Fatin: Shah Rukh Khan , my future husband, my idol
( we were like 10 at that time) playing congkang and batu sambut at the school corridor
Me: ang nak khawin kat mana esok?
Fatin: Maldives
Me: Bila ang khawin , jangan lupa jemput tau, aku mesti datang
Fatin: Mesti laa, aku siap tempah private jet tuk hang
( and she still kept mentioning that i will marry first before she did)
and today..

after 10 years , we meet again
and at this time am attending her wedding
gave her the wedding present that i took hours to pick
not to forget that am very particular about the wrapping present paper
we hugged, and i get to say this today

' congrats fatin on your wedding, am so happy to see that you have found the right one'
'so, now who got married first uh, hahaaaa :p'
wanted to take pictures of us together but my camera ran out of batery
the feeling to see your best friend on her wedding is just so thrill
watching her so happy and smiling on the stage with a bouquet of flower
in her beautiful baju kebaya with her husband by her side

i mean look at her eyes, they are just fill with happiness and joy
manage to curi some conversation with her husband

fatin's husband: ni, bila nak kahwin ni, bila khawin jangan lupa jemput
me: mesti la jemput
fatin's husband:jauh mana pun, esok kami mesti datang

the wedding gift:) and the receptionist gift

Friday, September 23, 2011

Young Homie( what you been trippin on)

Check Chris Rene from the latest season of X-factor USA
what capture my attention most was his story hidden behind his talent
i was streaming for the latest season of how i met your mother
i stopped what i was doing and pay attention to the tv

Judge: so what do you do for living?
Chris: i halt trash/ trash collector ( i am what i am)
*(audience laugh)*
Chris: i just came out clean for 2months.

His dream: i wanna be on stages, singing for people, making money, to sing on the stage so his son can be proud of his dad.
5 million contract: stability for me ,my son, family.
His quote: 'Life is too precious to be waste'

For those who do not know Chris, he is a father to his two and a half year old son. This 28 years old just got out from the rehab center.At the age of 12/13, chris started to smoke weed, and at the age of 15 he caught himself with alcohol abuse and start taking methamphetamine and cocaine.



Its my first time watching x-factor and i watched it because Simon cowell is one of the judge.
American idol is loosing its touch , and i know i haven't update myself with The voice.I must say Chris is my favorite and he inspire me somehow.

what am trying to prove here is
Life is always fill with option
You choose the wrong path
People judge you
so what?what so the hell wrong with it?
Does not mean you have to bow down and please everyone
life is too precious to live in regret.

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Lil UP-date

STUDY

Hey folks, its been awhile i drop something recently, been lil busy with all my studies, exams, mid terms and am glad now that it is all over for good ( sad to say that am not having a happy ending to my final ) perhaps its my last final that i will ever take in UTAR :) am not being pessimistic but i do have limited ability on my current course that am doing now. Challenging my own ability and capability is a torturing long process that i encounter for almost 3 years now.Never give up is a motivation word that been chanting in my mind ever since the word FAIL is a shadow of my own dignity.I must thank my parent for their most worthy support especially my mum who been there for me all the time.

mum advise: People will never look down on you or judge you, when your in trouble, just remember to pray for St Jude. Tomorrow, we shall go St Anne and pray. She never show her sad face to me but she is lucky to have me and my brother ( which is the most luckiest thing she ever have in her life )and she never regret any decision that she made, so do I , never look back and regret what i had done but look forward for the thing that i haven't do yet.

HOUSEMATE
most awesome housemate i ever had in the universe, or shall i say my very own family now who listen and help me through my most hardest moment in life, they been the pillar who support me and motivate me.My room mate , miss Veona khoo who someone i never hide anything from , regardless of all the tears that i pour out or the giggle that we share along the night. Practically she is the one who first i see every morning i woke up or before i went to bed.People call her ker xin' but i am never familiar with that name. I do remember the first encounter we met, which was 2 years back when i were so homesick and a bit of cry baby, she is the one who cheer me up and help me to call delivery food since my mandarin knowledge equivalent to zero.The moment i check in the room, i have the feeling that she is a very pleasant girl and maybe a bit of mind your own business type since she had barbeque with her coursemate and never really bother about my present in the room, and i was totally wrong with it because she was just too busy. We cycled to the lake and i must say she is the first person who i went pasar malam with in kampar. Gonna miss her tonnes since she is shifting out next semester to imperial. She is the most cutest , strong,kind and independent girl i ever met.

Kelly, Eva, Veronica, Veona and Stacy-awesome karaoke session with you girls ever, enjoy every song that you girl sing and my most favourite part would be the Party Rock Anthem song-LMFAO

Kelly: Everyday im suferrringggg! (epic)
initial lyric: Everyday im shuffling!

i laughed my heads off at that time and totally forget the most saddest part of my life at the moment. we move on to the song' if we hold on together ' by jordin spark and i declare that as my wedding song and they agreed to sing that on my wedding. I sang kenangan terindah with them and it was indeed a good feeling after that.

We celebrate every housemate birthday together, so no matter how far away you are from home they will be always a surprise birthday cake on the table for you. Even every food, bread, drink, cups, plates we share together in the common area. Whenever your hungry, there is no reason to starve yourself because they is always food on the table ready to be eat:) Even any food that they cook will be kept in the bowl for me if am not at home ( how sweet) i know am one hell of a lucky girl to be place in such house.So i stayed extra 2 days and cook tom yam bihun for my awesome housemate after my final and glad that they love it and want more of it. We throw in a surprise birthday party for chai wei and bough her a very pretty dress that we know she would not get it herself.Gonna miss them buckets next semester since they wont be here and going back for their internship next semester.

FACEBOOK
After karaoke session, i officially retire from facebook for a period of time.Mark Zuckerberg gonna loose one of facebook user, but hack it! as if that count or make a different! i lost interest in facebook. I decided to shut myself to every social virtual connection and indeed it is goin good so far. Its been a month since i log in to that blue and white page.

Facebook crime that i listed to be common
1.People posting up their status shout out box every 10 minutes
2.People add people that they dont even know each other in facebook
3.People in my face book list who dont even make any efford to keep in touch
4.People change their relationship status like' in a relationship' to 'single' or 'single' to 'in a relationship' and you can see all the fake comment and the number of likes
5.People liking their own status
6.People likes other people pictures because they want others to likes their pictures
7.People posting up their current venue they dine in via i phone or blackberry so others can know they have one.

I know i did that sometime, but i do get bored with the lame social network to see updates of my friend status every 5minutes. So i gave it a shot to hibernate from facebook and here is the drawback that i discoverd

1.I lost day and date of the year
2.I forget my friend birthday date becuase i dont set them in my phone birthday calender
3.I dont even know where is the venue held for my friend's wedding and what time is it
4.I dont get update of the replacement class venue and the test venue for midterm
5.I dont have a clue whats the format of my mid term test will be, mcq or short response
6.I dont get latest update of the current world

so yeah, there is a drawback if i deactivate my facebook account, decided to keep it that way. Anyhow , there is always handphone to keep in touch or a simple how are you is way better than chatting in facebook i suppose.

i waves bye bye to facebook because facebook is just to CRUEL:) sorry have to curi somebody line.haha, i guess that is a long update of my current self. I'll promise to write something interesting after this post.

SOMETHING THAT I MISSED



INTERESTING EVENT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
Date:23 September 2011
Place:Speed City Kuala Lumpur, Selangor Turf Club

Catch Taio Cruz live in malaysia in conjunction with the Arthur's day celebration this year. How i wish to be part of the crowd partying at night long ( what a missed !) guess i have to wait for next year Arthur Day.