Dont Wait

Miami Feringghi beach: 28112011

DontWait for ittohappen , insteadmakeit happen
bebrave and take one step.at atime
Time killedaperson.Memoriesfadebefore you even know youbeenthere.

Do you believe in waiting? waitforsomething to happen which is pretty hopeless, i learn from the best that instead of waiting, it is best to just make it happen.There is no fullstop in life and there should not be waiting in a person dictionary.Some part in life where i find waiting is just a waste of time, you expect the best but there is a question mark there?So, can you wait? Life goes on. even though it is sunshine or rain, storm or hurricane,The day will still be a day and the moon will still be up in the sky during the night and i will be still breathing.Tomorrow will be another new day and a new chapter begin.Even for the bad or good day, i just have to swallow the bitterness in life and taste the sweetness of it at same time.

Quoted by miss cat when she is 16: 'You missed your turn and there is no more waiting and wishing in life.Life is bittersweeet'

Listening to 'never says never ' by the fray and i never get enough of this song in my head. Flashback where i was this time, last year ,i was doing my internship and waiting for my last week of intern where i spend the rest of Christmas and new year celebration in Singapore
Life totally change when you meet someone, and i do have my own saying in this, People change that is true, change for a better or worst, you decide yourself, but life change when you finally meet someone with the word of love in it. Its funny how my life full of hatred and how realist i am and i finally gave up of being one. They say love is a very strong word and yes it really means a lot to me with the one word love. [ishallupdatethatverysoon]

How hypocritical one human life can be? it can be very much like a drama scene, because honestly i am so disgusted on how a person can be so judgmental a t a time. People will start judging you even before you do the bad or good and the irony part human tend to remember the dark and bad side of you rather than the good one.Start judging yourself before looking at others, the image on the mirror reflect on you back when you start judging others, know yourself better before wanna know others better.

Remember how i said i hate changes earlier? get the mix feeling when i finally have to shift out from my old house, growing up there since am 7 years old, and its not easy to abondon everything behind and move into a new place. I know there is this word GROWup, but i somehow like it to GROWsmall.Stayed there for almost 15 years and so much of memories, laughter, anger, pain, sadness, sweetness i share with my family there and moving in a new home seem so different, i somehow dont call them my home. I know its very silly of me but i am so homesick right now.i miss my home and i am coming home 2 days before christmas and when am back home, my old home is not my home anymore:( will be busy packing up my things and move to a new room. Good thing my new place is just 7 mins from my old place. I am gonna miss my neighborhood night marker, neighbor, the train, the road, the dogs, the trees, and the cat.

hahahaa.gonna get some sleep now before continue being one dasyat drama queen.

These are the days

Time flies, and we are now in last month of the year, 2011 almost set its curtain fall.
Changes, Changes, Changes : and yea i do remember how i hate changes, i prefer things to be secure most of the time. Stay the same and don't change.
Made a big decision in my life recently that changes everything that revolve around me.
Its a rather gloomy and cloudy today and Its has been 3 days that i trapped myself in my room,
basically i just dont feel like going out, 3 days of not exposing myself to the sun light and am feeling very unhealthy indeed. Anyway, it is rather windy and chilly outside the gentle cold wind brings back some reminiscent memories. Having tuna sandwich at 3am in the morning is so peaceful, im not sure what is the word am looking for but i do feel so calm now.At time i felt that am traveling too fast in a time built machine,the feeling that everything is spinning around you and your in the middle of it. Swap and wipe out into a gigantic tornado!

Its been awhile i abandon my blog, and the weather today reminded me of 12 years back. I remember how crazy i am with o-town, having their cassette playing in my walkman for over and over again, those poster that i fight with my brother on who should have it and it just bring back old school memories we had back then. The pocket money i saved up to buy their album and the craziness we had in class singing their song over and over again and fighting over team O-town and N' sync. Back then, i used to be a fan of N' sync , Westlife ,backstreet boy,blue and 5ive. I adore o-town most of all and my list of favorite song will be
1: Love is a crime
2: All or nothing
3:Baby i would
4: These are the day



'empty room like an empty heart, lover stop but they never stay, they dont look back because they drive away'- these are the days

Anyway,decided to logged into my friendster account (www.friendster.com) after so long of not bothering to do so. I miss having testimonial :( friendster kept so many memories in it, and it is my first social network page where i learn how to violate the use of internet at home. Friendstering is the first social network place where we all have fun exchanging testimonial. So much memories and the website now has been reconstruct to a new online game page. I was so shocked, that i couldnt save up any of my friendster photos. No notification was given FRIENDSTER :R.I.P .

Later on, logged into my msn messenger after 10 months of abandoning it,my account has been blocked because of security purpose. Then, logged into my another blog after years of privatizing it ,had hard time retrieving my msn password and my old blog. As i read them yesterday,i realize that i have grown in thought and emotionally am a better person now.Its funny how time made the best in you, one moment you felt like your traveling in long empty road alone and when once upon a time how i loath fairy tale and happy ending and now i start to believe in them again.

::I taste Bitter, but i somehow i taste sweetness in life, i love bittersweet ::

Terrified

' You set it again my heart in motion, every word feels like a shooting star'

Finally..
I'm no more against ' waiting for the end' song by LP
That song really gives me chill last year, *phobia*
but now,
it feel so right! so puas! satisfied!
my semangat so membuak buak (bahahahahaaa)
- AM HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY- :)

remember when they said one door close, 2 doors open for you
and yesh indeed.

I Never regret in choices i made in life, things do happen for a reason,
and they happened
* the best thing in life happen when your not expecting anything*
and its just too good to be true at times
Every mistakes behind the choices that i made in life
Every chances that i take and every risk i jump for
Its worth it now

No more lies ,
No more hiding
No more pretending
and am happppppppppy :)


Finally :)

'the hardest part of ending this,is starting it all over again'
and yesh am TERRIFIED

but i dont know why now, everthing just feel so right now <3

Investment

goodbye my gladiator flat 2010-2011

Hello to my freaking first shoe after 1 year

totally in love with this pair when i first set my eye on this piece in auto city
gladiator flats with beats is always a choice when it come to my normal shoe selection
it was rm79.90 back then in auto city and look at the good side when i decided have my study break at home sweet home
my first shoe after last gladiator flat that i bought from nose last year
totally excited * when i first saw this piece at opera , and they came with wedges
dad saw how excited when i tried on this comfy pair and he said take it if you want
i was like but its only on 20% off, shall we just wait till 50%
dad said with this unique type , i don't think so the stock will last
i grab it and got myself a new pair after 1 year
(proud of myself actually that i can resist one year from buying new shoe)
what a accomplishment *

So am back at home for my semester break, did some activity that i always wanted to do for ages which is to spend money on my mother
1. dye her hair and with my expertise , i gave a new aura on her hair with revlon strawberry blonde. ( i know the colour sound yucky and ugly but they turn out to be so nice )
2.bring her for shopping and she manage to get a pair of heels from nose that she love and its on 50% sale( it was black wedges with unique geometry shapes on top of it)
3.brought her to the store summit for the last sales before they closed down that place( gonna miss this place as i have so many memories there-start from my 1st colouring contest that i won to my first love)
4.kasim mustapha session-had like awesome nasi kandar in town with her
5.nail art session with my mum where we both have the most horrible day ( detail below)
6.Played badminton with her, not in the court but in front of our house after not doing that since am 17

Am currently having my wall selection ice cream chocolate hazelnut brownies under by blanket ( what a bliss) the art of doing nothing but just lazying around on my bed is paradise. its 3 am in the and i never gonna leave this bed( i dont need adam lavinge from maroon five to sing that for me) but yea he is one of the sexiest man alive that any women wants in bed. Simply love to see him naked! lol. i know wicked ryte.

Remember i told earlier me and my mum had the worst nail art experience ever in our life, so this is how it goes
me: good morning, can i book an appointment for pedicure session this afternoon at 3pm
missM:okay, you come sharp at 3pm
me: if i had to cancel my appointment can i call back before 1 hour?
missM: you comfirm and you call me again
me: okay then, we shall take the 3pm slot

me so excited to bring my mum to do nail art, drove to that place although am not sure of the direction.
miss M: what are you telling me now? you said wanna do pedicure earlier and now nail art, 1 person become 2 person now ( she sorta scold me for making the wrong appointment)
me: okay, sorry my bad , i dont know you have category for nail art and pedicure
(in my mind it was a burning fired that im gonna start to burn her hair if i can)

miss M: so what design you want
its was just 5 mins of flipping through the book
me: can u gave us 5mins more
miss M: esshhhh, can you make it fast?

me in mind: heylo there, am your customer, if you do not know how to respect and treat customer we are not coming back again next time, im so damn angry that i lost all my mood that day and pick the toughest design for her to draw.Swear am not gonna go back to that horrible place although its cheap and flower design on my toe is so not my thing, wanna do checkers on my toe but she totally spoil everything.

anyway here is a few things that i would wanna save up my money and invest in
1.handbag
2.watch
3.black stylo coat
4.dkny perfume
5.a new handphone
6.a platform heel

After 5 months of not getting my cleo magazine issue i finally get my hand on the september issue.

wedding-she rings the bell

Thats right!, she rings the bell before i did,
am talking about my primary school mate who i sat next to during standard 4,5,6
Sitting next to her during our innocent childhood years always a fun thing to look forward to
She is one of my closest friend during the year we have to grow bean sprout experiment during science class :p
She is the one who influence me with all the bollywood fever and i still remember the conversation we had back then

Me: who you gonna marry when you grow up?
Fatin: Shah Rukh Khan , my future husband, my idol
( we were like 10 at that time) playing congkang and batu sambut at the school corridor
Me: ang nak khawin kat mana esok?
Fatin: Maldives
Me: Bila ang khawin , jangan lupa jemput tau, aku mesti datang
Fatin: Mesti laa, aku siap tempah private jet tuk hang
( and she still kept mentioning that i will marry first before she did)
and today..

after 10 years , we meet again
and at this time am attending her wedding
gave her the wedding present that i took hours to pick
not to forget that am very particular about the wrapping present paper
we hugged, and i get to say this today

' congrats fatin on your wedding, am so happy to see that you have found the right one'
'so, now who got married first uh, hahaaaa :p'
wanted to take pictures of us together but my camera ran out of batery
the feeling to see your best friend on her wedding is just so thrill
watching her so happy and smiling on the stage with a bouquet of flower
in her beautiful baju kebaya with her husband by her side

i mean look at her eyes, they are just fill with happiness and joy
manage to curi some conversation with her husband

fatin's husband: ni, bila nak kahwin ni, bila khawin jangan lupa jemput
me: mesti la jemput
fatin's husband:jauh mana pun, esok kami mesti datang

the wedding gift:) and the receptionist gift

Young Homie( what you been trippin on)

Check Chris Rene from the latest season of X-factor USA
what capture my attention most was his story hidden behind his talent
i was streaming for the latest season of how i met your mother
i stopped what i was doing and pay attention to the tv

Judge: so what do you do for living?
Chris: i halt trash/ trash collector ( i am what i am)
*(audience laugh)*
Chris: i just came out clean for 2months.

His dream: i wanna be on stages, singing for people, making money, to sing on the stage so his son can be proud of his dad.
5 million contract: stability for me ,my son, family.
His quote: 'Life is too precious to be waste'

For those who do not know Chris, he is a father to his two and a half year old son. This 28 years old just got out from the rehab center.At the age of 12/13, chris started to smoke weed, and at the age of 15 he caught himself with alcohol abuse and start taking methamphetamine and cocaine.



Its my first time watching x-factor and i watched it because Simon cowell is one of the judge.
American idol is loosing its touch , and i know i haven't update myself with The voice.I must say Chris is my favorite and he inspire me somehow.

what am trying to prove here is
Life is always fill with option
You choose the wrong path
People judge you
so what?what so the hell wrong with it?
Does not mean you have to bow down and please everyone
life is too precious to live in regret.

Lil UP-date

STUDY

Hey folks, its been awhile i drop something recently, been lil busy with all my studies, exams, mid terms and am glad now that it is all over for good ( sad to say that am not having a happy ending to my final ) perhaps its my last final that i will ever take in UTAR :) am not being pessimistic but i do have limited ability on my current course that am doing now. Challenging my own ability and capability is a torturing long process that i encounter for almost 3 years now.Never give up is a motivation word that been chanting in my mind ever since the word FAIL is a shadow of my own dignity.I must thank my parent for their most worthy support especially my mum who been there for me all the time.

mum advise: People will never look down on you or judge you, when your in trouble, just remember to pray for St Jude. Tomorrow, we shall go St Anne and pray. She never show her sad face to me but she is lucky to have me and my brother ( which is the most luckiest thing she ever have in her life )and she never regret any decision that she made, so do I , never look back and regret what i had done but look forward for the thing that i haven't do yet.

HOUSEMATE
most awesome housemate i ever had in the universe, or shall i say my very own family now who listen and help me through my most hardest moment in life, they been the pillar who support me and motivate me.My room mate , miss Veona khoo who someone i never hide anything from , regardless of all the tears that i pour out or the giggle that we share along the night. Practically she is the one who first i see every morning i woke up or before i went to bed.People call her ker xin' but i am never familiar with that name. I do remember the first encounter we met, which was 2 years back when i were so homesick and a bit of cry baby, she is the one who cheer me up and help me to call delivery food since my mandarin knowledge equivalent to zero.The moment i check in the room, i have the feeling that she is a very pleasant girl and maybe a bit of mind your own business type since she had barbeque with her coursemate and never really bother about my present in the room, and i was totally wrong with it because she was just too busy. We cycled to the lake and i must say she is the first person who i went pasar malam with in kampar. Gonna miss her tonnes since she is shifting out next semester to imperial. She is the most cutest , strong,kind and independent girl i ever met.

Kelly, Eva, Veronica, Veona and Stacy-awesome karaoke session with you girls ever, enjoy every song that you girl sing and my most favourite part would be the Party Rock Anthem song-LMFAO

Kelly: Everyday im suferrringggg! (epic)
initial lyric: Everyday im shuffling!

i laughed my heads off at that time and totally forget the most saddest part of my life at the moment. we move on to the song' if we hold on together ' by jordin spark and i declare that as my wedding song and they agreed to sing that on my wedding. I sang kenangan terindah with them and it was indeed a good feeling after that.

We celebrate every housemate birthday together, so no matter how far away you are from home they will be always a surprise birthday cake on the table for you. Even every food, bread, drink, cups, plates we share together in the common area. Whenever your hungry, there is no reason to starve yourself because they is always food on the table ready to be eat:) Even any food that they cook will be kept in the bowl for me if am not at home ( how sweet) i know am one hell of a lucky girl to be place in such house.So i stayed extra 2 days and cook tom yam bihun for my awesome housemate after my final and glad that they love it and want more of it. We throw in a surprise birthday party for chai wei and bough her a very pretty dress that we know she would not get it herself.Gonna miss them buckets next semester since they wont be here and going back for their internship next semester.

FACEBOOK
After karaoke session, i officially retire from facebook for a period of time.Mark Zuckerberg gonna loose one of facebook user, but hack it! as if that count or make a different! i lost interest in facebook. I decided to shut myself to every social virtual connection and indeed it is goin good so far. Its been a month since i log in to that blue and white page.

Facebook crime that i listed to be common
1.People posting up their status shout out box every 10 minutes
2.People add people that they dont even know each other in facebook
3.People in my face book list who dont even make any efford to keep in touch
4.People change their relationship status like' in a relationship' to 'single' or 'single' to 'in a relationship' and you can see all the fake comment and the number of likes
5.People liking their own status
6.People likes other people pictures because they want others to likes their pictures
7.People posting up their current venue they dine in via i phone or blackberry so others can know they have one.

I know i did that sometime, but i do get bored with the lame social network to see updates of my friend status every 5minutes. So i gave it a shot to hibernate from facebook and here is the drawback that i discoverd

1.I lost day and date of the year
2.I forget my friend birthday date becuase i dont set them in my phone birthday calender
3.I dont even know where is the venue held for my friend's wedding and what time is it
4.I dont get update of the replacement class venue and the test venue for midterm
5.I dont have a clue whats the format of my mid term test will be, mcq or short response
6.I dont get latest update of the current world

so yeah, there is a drawback if i deactivate my facebook account, decided to keep it that way. Anyhow , there is always handphone to keep in touch or a simple how are you is way better than chatting in facebook i suppose.

i waves bye bye to facebook because facebook is just to CRUEL:) sorry have to curi somebody line.haha, i guess that is a long update of my current self. I'll promise to write something interesting after this post.

SOMETHING THAT I MISSED



INTERESTING EVENT HAPPENING RIGHT NOW
Date:23 September 2011
Place:Speed City Kuala Lumpur, Selangor Turf Club

Catch Taio Cruz live in malaysia in conjunction with the Arthur's day celebration this year. How i wish to be part of the crowd partying at night long ( what a missed !) guess i have to wait for next year Arthur Day.

Now she speaks

30072011-the oldest protestant cemetery in penang(1789-1892)

Misery torn ed me apart and swallow the deepest happiest symphony of mine
Pretending to be so far beyond fine from the surface
Yet am so fragile and it all fall apart from tumbling in the inside
Tripped and trapped into a deep emotion hollow of mine
I shouted, I laughed, I giggle, I lied, I was a person
that is what i am once upon a time
Now whats left behind is a
suitcase filled with memory
I creep-ed, I crawled , I begged
I wish to spread my wings in sudden flights of fancy
yet i fall behind every time i tried to get up and move
as if there is a hindrance that been obstruct my tough
watching through window, and everything seem to be same
Nothing change and there goes my very self pity and sympathy
Alone has been my darkest shadow that shielded colorful array sunshine
Loneliness sometime seem to be my very own enemy of darkness fear
Empty words never meant to be this half spoken


Enough of the ohhly crap! i been in this hall of 'FAME' of mine for quite sometime now
It attacked me all of sudden especially when am alone in this room with nothing to do
pretty much to do actually, its just suck alot to think of it over and over again when somehow people dont think of you that much as you though of them. Women's nature( sigh , biggest weakness and defect in us)Even little thing i get annoyed and agitated to now,I though i am so prepared and ever ready to face the biggest challege in life but it all fall down like a deck of dominoes.I have so much to write in life and finally i wrote THIS? very little pathetic piece of mine. I should start get my very own life back! and i wonder every time i said something like that, nothing happen and am back to square one.

Anyway, decided what i wanna have after graduation, a tattoo on my neck for sure,with some italic words that meant a thousand journey in my life shall be engrave in some hidden body part of mine.

Picture of the extravaganza carnival, i was called up to be the usher again and this time i was in a white cheongsam ( picture shall be up in the next post) as FYI me and cheongsam never a click

Traditional vs modern( henna on my hand ) traditional indian tatoo art on my hand


hahah, and got myself a fake tatoo for a suka suka thing, symbol is not realy my thing but yea, i gave a shot on that.

Looking for a study mode weekend in Kampar as i make my decision to stay put here and work my lazy bump out and strive hard for final. Its hard to do that as i get distracted when am back in my hometown and can somebody prescribe be with a medication to GET OVER WITH IT? off to my lullaby dreamland in awhile.
-am out.

Chasing car

nothing is real till its gone
Chasing car
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
sky is a souvenir that you never knew

Penang bridge
Penang people called it Passembur, guess what, my kl friend named it rojak
the great o-chien or fried osyter at gurney drive
sunny checked, beach here we come
Unfortunately when we got to the beach, it was already pitch black

'Lets waste time, chasing car, around our head'-snow petrol
We been chasing car for far too long now, and it was a great escape
was a very great escape and indeed is one of my very late delayed post

Transformer tickets were all sold out in Ipoh( sadly) ticket was selling fast like hotcakes
Come up with a crazy idea of hopping on a crazy road trip to watch transformer Dark of the moon and indeed it was worth to travel all the way up to north
exhilarating exhausted but exciting and extreme madness
i miss home and i got back to my hometown to watch transformer
massive road jams before reaching bukit merah
and we marked 3th July as road pussam day
Arrived at Gurney plaza to purchase our 4 pieces of precious transformer tickets
had our dinner at Gurney drive and headed to the beach at batu ferrighi
and shop at the long pasar malam along the way
blonde barbie in the movie is hot, one of the best transformer i watched
However blonde barbie can never replace Megan fox
Along the jouney, hitz.fm totally spoil 'on the floor'-jlo and 'party rock anthem song' LMFAO
wonder why the radio station have to kill good music by playing them over and over
till we feel like puking whenever we listen to both song
and I do get bored with RNB songs easily because the chorus is repeated many times


back to transformer,
i always have an ear for the movie soundtrack
because they never fail to impress me
my all time favorite will still be-goo goo dolls: before its too late

My current will be:
linkin park

Iridescent:

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, LET IT GO.

Bottom of my core heart speaks

I must admit that i have been too busy to update all the interesting events that happen around me lately, and i must say i pretty enjoy the time i spend together with my friend in kampar rather than goin back to my very own place in penang. Current obsession is gotta be the BIG BANG THEORY- blame it on matthew and cheryl for introducing such a good laugh series to me, a nerdy geeky scientific funny type.
am now on season 2 episode 4, and am enjoying and liking the geeky personality in Sheldon

Before i even go anywhere further here's some post that got over delayed
1. Singapore trips to Aunt Anna place for two weeks on 24december till 7th jan- practically spend my entire Christmas and new year eve celebration in Singapore for the first time rather in malaysia
2.Nidya darling birthday pictures and the detail of it
3. Darling Trishal's 22nd birthday in First love-sasy green with envy
4. Back to back movie trips with cheryl , trishal, and swee yee at ipoh parade- we watched x-men and kung fu panda on wednesday night :)
5.Detail on Convent school canteen day -its good to be back after 5 years being away from school
6.Crazy transformer trip-Hell, a crazy night out
7.Asian cultural night-epic one , gotta wait for this
8.Penang trip with 4 awesome friends-homesweethome finally

am suppose to be busy with my final year project proposal , pharmacology lab test , virology lab reports, virology field trips.I get distracted easily and my time management is pretty bad for this semester, been caugh up with too much of workload lately till i reached a point that i couldnt be bother to start doing them early and waiting for a day to reach the dateline and then i suppose i will start typing and figured stuff out. Holly crap! final is in 4 weeks from now and my notes is not updated since week 4 or week 5. Too much of crap subject this semester with make no sence subject such as medical genomic-basically its about bioinformatic stuff,and too much of lecture cancelled for oncology and pharmacology. Enough of studies, i dont really blaa much bout study but i guess i should start study for FINAL now .I have this crazy plan of studying in my home sweet home for the study week rather than studying in kampar and get stress , i need to adjust to proper food and sleep because if i happen to stay here, am gonna be rot with instant noodles and sleepless night. Have to meet my academic advisor and get things done before next week.

Enough crap of my study sick lazy stuff, am gonna be sick and sleepy like a zombie tomorrow with a white cheongsam on serving the vip for the asian cultural carnival but my body just refused to sleep although the time is showing 4.30ish now, and i have to wake up at 6am in the morning to get ready. Me with a cheongsam will never be a click because i dint have that Chinese look on my face after all.

Get this message from body shop via digi this morning and they are having 50% off on Aqua lily Eau De Toilette 30ml (normal price is RM55) till 31st August for digi customer only.I was like yeaaah! i wanna get them soon when i have the extra cash. I learn something lately, when you dont have money in the wallet , you will learn to appreciate good thing in life more, and is an effective way for me to lose weight :) apparently i dont spend much on food and have 1 meal per day if my financial is a bit tight. In a way, i learn to be dependent on whatever source i have.

wait, this post is suppose to be from the bottom of my core heart speaks aint it? hahahhaa
i observed something, people tend to write on their relationsh**t problem once they have problem or at the edge of a burning fire where both parties had already spilt, which the part they get emo and blame on each other and hurt each other in their blog

i found that simply and super ridiculous! GROW UP!and blogging your relationsh**t problem will not solve anything it will only worsen the condition by getting both party hurt.( am speaking of the pass ever since i used friendster) seriosly , it aint cool to do that people. Oh i did remember something even cooler :

You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had

-Beyonce-best thing i never had

MTV WORLD STAGE live in MALAYSIA 2011

MTV world stage live in Malaysia on 24th July 2011





Beast , the K-pop band form since 2009 from south Korea which consists of
Yoon Du Jun, Jang Hyun Seung, Yong Jun Hyung, Yang Yo Seob, Lee Gi Kwang, Son Dong Woon.
cool wallpaper aint it. regretted why i don't pursue my study in graphic design instead.
30 seconds to MARS
One of the main reason i wanna be in this year MTV world stage
neon tree-the band that give us ANIMAL
and my favourite song will be: farther down


and our very own
POP shuvit: marabahaya
With their unique name which consist of Moots! (vocals), JD (guitar), AJ (bass), Rudy (drums) and Uno (turntables) definitely one of Malaysia's best hip-hop/rock band.

MTV WORLD STAGE live in i-city Shah Alam on 24th of July 2011
and Godknowswhy, i wanna go to this year MTV world stage badly
Most probably because:

30Secs from mars and Neon Tree will be performing this year

failed to get the FREE tickets from :http://worldstage.mtvasia.com/home.php
Tried a gazillion xxxx and yet failed to open the correct briefcase
( count every 10 minutes that somebody open the correct briefcase , so i use my probability maths formula to solve the equation, and its proven my maths is BAD)HAHAHA
Then i found out that hitz.fm is giving away free passes but couldnt get through the call
Found that THE STAR newspaper is giving away free passes too, just have to collect 1 week cut out of the MTV world stage coupon from the newspaper and redeem them at i-city on wednesday
and then i realize, dad's birthday is on 24th of July
so i will be heading back to penang after 1 month of endless workload,midterm,assignments,role play in UTAR, kampar.

[i wanna take you to the star, and then i'll leave you alone]
'On a couch in a cold room
Pouring salt in my wounds
I'm a mistake faking truth holding liars balloons'
farther down: neon tree

India

I.N.DIA: incredible nice dance in awesomeness ( A PLACE where i wanna be right now)
My sudden desire to be fly to India sparks when am listening to this song in my lap top
latika's theme-by A.R RAHMAN
One of the amazing sound track from Slum dog millionaire.

Why do i played this song again and again? i certainly feel some beautiful connection with it
It is just something about this song that makes it so special, beautiful voice of the lady who do not utter a single words but she hums so beautifully in Latika that makes me so calm and relax. It makes me realize that:It takes.....

' A second to have a crush on someone, a minutes to ask' who are you', an hour to have a drink and get to know each other better, a day to miss that someone, a week to fall in love, a month to start a relationship,a year to get bored with each other and a lifetime to forget someone so special that walk away and turn you down'

FYI: Latika is a leading female role which is acted by gorgeous Freida Pinto in Slumdog Millionaire.

India is famous for its colorful culture, cricket,spices and film ( bollywood)
In fact,the name such as Mahatma Gadhi which create a phenomenon in the political world
inspired others includes myself with his famous quote.
How do i know India? the answer to this is when
I started to watch Bollywood movies when am 6
and my all time favourite will be Kuch Kuch Hota hai
Its about how a beautiful friendship evolve into relationship.
Had that vcd at my home and i remembered watching it more than 7 times
It all started during my study years in convent primary school
My tablemate is so seriosly crazy in love with Bollywood actors
We listened to THR and get the lyric from local magazine and start singing them.
Dil to pagal hai, ka ho na pyiar hai, mast, asoka, chori chori cumke cumke(pardon me, cant get the spelling right :/
and now my latest obsession will be the 3 IDIOT
Well, those were the days..

If i were to be in India, i will be


1] Enjoying myself at the Holi Festival

The main day, Holi, also known as Dhuli Vandana in Sanskrit, also Dhulheti, Dhulandi or Dhulendi, is celebrated by people throwing coloured powder and coloured water at each other. It is celebrated at the end of the winter season on the last full moon day of the lunar month (February/March), which usually falls in the later part of February or March.

2. Visit Kathmandu, Nepal and go for backpacking

3. Travel to Kashmir and get to know the local folks there.
4] Ganges river- The Ganges is the most sacred river to Hindus and is also a lifeline to millions of Indians who live along its course and depend on it for their daily needs. It is listed as the 5th polluted river in the world.

4] Taj Mahal- One of the most iconic true love story ever told. One of the seven wonders of the world that has to be in Asia.

5] Goa-Sunbathing and white sandy beach :)with flip flop and summer dress and hat


Anyway, me and my darling Trishal will be attending the Utar Asian Cultural Night which will be held next week on July the 16th on Saturday. Am gonna be in black saree this year, and am looking forward and so super excited to wear saree, its gonna be a fun weekend figuring out ourself how to tie a proper saree in you tube. hahaa


This is the picture we took together at last year ACS night, Gonna look for futuristic performance this year. ACS night here i come :)

The Journey

06082010/1400pm-Kek lo si temple, Penang.

Journey
is never straight
It is
'crooked , twisted , with ups and down'
No matter how straight you drew a line to plan
There is always a rocky ride and bumper road.

Am currently so hooked up with party rock anthem-FMAO
Basically this song makes me loose my mind, pumped in so many blood to my aorta
Generate so many neuron to articulate my bones and move
Insanity strikes me again. Duh!
Like i am always ' sane'

Lets just recap stuff-that-i-need- that-makes my life incomplete recently

1.Goodbye to my 016 number( 7years of being my best company)
peeps, dont contact me with that number anymore because it is currenly undergoing an inactivated sim mode.
2.Goodbye to you my sayang sony erickson phone* died after i dropped it tonnes of time on the floor,and i realize i dont take my own picture anymore, no more camwhore, i put a stop of being a narcissism for the mean time.
3.HP Printer is resting under my bed collecting dust because no more ink, and i need buy the ink cartridge which burn a hole in my pocket like 55 bucks for a black ink which last me half of the semester.(not worth it)
4.Money. its all about money ka*ching ka*ching- its proven with my hair, no more rebornding.

Like i always do, i looked at the opposite side of my grieving stuff and find a solution for it.

1.I have 2 numbers, so when the other one stop functioning, i depend on the back up( digi campus is always the smarter choice for college student)
2. Sayang Sony is being replaced with my second cute phone which i normally use for other number. and it has amazing features like a torchlight and nice big keypad to sms:) so what if others are using i phone, i have nokia and i dont have to worry that if i drop my phone a million time again and it is tested water resistant :) bout the camera part , i have my olympus digital camera so i can still takes lotsa pictures with my buddies
3.Print outside at high speed or just gonna modify my printer to the external printer when i have the extra cash.
4.Forget about rebornding, am gonna try curl it instead, mah natural hair is wavy. so am gonna just grow my hair long and curl em.If am having a bad hair day, tied em in a bun ! Part time job is always available out there, too bad they pay kinda low at kampar compared to the normal rate i been paid in Penang

Work for like 4 days as a Pc fair promoter at westlake, my cute roomie introduced to me that job.I am paid 5 bucks an hour excluded the commission. Gain around 158 bucks and manage to get a few stuff that i wanna get for ages:
1.New pursue because the old blue torn- so now you know why am always broke with a torn pursue.hahaa
2.Present for daddy for father's day
3.Maybeline two way cake foundation powder compact ( was on promo item in watson)
4.Neon Green nail polish( damn) and am lovin it

I have class from 10am-8pm, gonna crash my bed soon. Full update on Trishal's birthday coming up on next post. 2 labs report to finish off and Final year project to crack my head on. Busy week ahead but hack it!hahaha. i can survive and i will finish them on time :)

Quote of the day:' When you dont have stuff that you want, do not frowned, Improvised and work it like they are new :)

Again and Hellcats

Again-Bruno mars /Natasha bedingfield

Natasha and Bruno said:
I just want to stay in bed and sleep the whole day
Hands over my head, thinking what goes wrong
Wouldn’t stay in bed, how can the day seem so long
Never believe things happen for a reason.

i said:Am delusional, living in this world of illusion

Addicted to this remix, and been listen to it over and over again. Hell yeah,Its been a month and i still do listen.

Anywho, enough of the emo thing above,Year 3 trisemester 1 had just started, and i been too caught up with workloads lately.Haven't have much thing to be updated.

Guess what i been doing lately

HELLCATS

Guys, you gotta catch up the whole series yourself, I just cant get enough of the hellcats. At first i expected this series to be bimbo-fied but it turn out that am so wrong. Hellcats is all about college student who dream, aspire, dedicated thier whole life to be cheerleader and win national. Memphis is a town where the Lancer university Hellcats were born . Its all about life, family,friendships, sports, dedication and love.

Check her out! i find that she is the hawtess among all the hellcats members,Heather Hemmens as Alice in HELLCATS


Aly Michalka as Marti in HELLCATS ,AJ Michalka as Deirdre from Aly and Aj( the one who gave us the potential break up song)


Ashley Tisdale as Savannah

In contrast to our education, we emphasize more on our acaedemic performance rather than sport. Well, its so much different in states, where if a student do well in the sports field such football, volleyball , cheer squad and win national, they are entitle to get full scholarship.Different form our country where most of us depends on ptptn or JPA scholarship based only on our academic performance and family income. We prepared so much forms and undergo so many process for the approval of ptptn to be certified by the officer. At the end of the day, the government will start hunt down those graduated student to pay for their ptptn debts.

Sad to say, UTAR is all academic base and profit university, sports is just a side curriculum you get to write in your resume and attain soft skill marks. I don't get to see where is this going? Sports play important role in many aspect, we have facilities , but do student get full scholarship or tuition fees is fully funded by UTAR if student do win competition in final. I don't know, all i know is , student in my university is so concern about cgpa.

Here's the reason i drawn out based on my experience:

If you don't do well in your final, you will be in probation next semester
If you're under probation, no ptptn loan so you need to figure out how to pay those fees yourself
If you're still under probation for second time, you will be undergo termination
If you're undergo termination, you have the right to appeal with 100bucks of admin fees
Another thing, if your under probation, there is a minimum credit hours that you can register meaning you have to drop one credit subject and take it next semester
In other words, you will have to extend your study here.

So, here is why UTAR student is so much concern about cgpa.
If your cgpa is above 3.5 , Good news you may not have to pay the loan, it will be fully funded by the government.

UTAR-my choice :)

A peek-a Boo whats in the zoo negara

My favorite animal of all: Sexy giraffes

12th May 2011
Boarded a train from Bukit Mertajam train station to kl central at 8am

Here's a few reason why i rather travel by a train

• We have to go to the loo when the nature call( there is always a toilet in every coach )
• Smoking room is provided for the smokers out there
  
• Train is the oldest transportation in Malaysia which travel from north to south ( Singapore all the way to Butterworth, Penang) 151 years ! Way to go KTM
  
• High accident rate on the road, that's why i rather track with the rail way.
• Always a friendly train staff who sell food , they push the trolley and says' makan, minum'
• Walk from a coach to another coach when your leg cramps, or your just do that because you get too bored

The KTM ( kereta api tanah melayu) was delayed for almost 20minutes and i waited with my mum
Its gonna be a long journey alone with no mp3 and this month cleo mag is all i had in my bag
2 curry puff leftover from the breakfast and 2 granny sitting the same coach as me.
Looking out the window , saw lotsa houses and the Garuda holding project
They are busy catching up times to build the electric train track from Ipoh all the way up to the north
I'm amazed with the scenery the ride has to offer
Especially the part after the Bukit merah station, the train went through this
place where it looks like as if the train is floating on a beautiful lake.
Went through several tunnels and were taken aback with the greenery
Reached KL central around 2.30pm and waited at platform 5 for the ktm komuter train to klang

Well here's the part where i got lost a lil bit
was so worry to find where is platform 5
till i queue up at the wrong lane for touch and go card
(kebodohan)

Then the worst part of all ( extreme kebodohan yang melampau)
i never pay attention where to get down
Darling trishal repeated so many times
i'll pick ya up at Teluk Gadung
and i repeated ask her so many many times
how many station from central
omg! i got down at Teluk Pulai
Never knows there are 2 teluks there
i got extremely super excited when i saw the first teluk!
dint bother to read the behind word..
Thank God, Trishal's dad is so kind to pick me up here.
We went for a swim at trishal's kondo
Well, eventually was only Trishal and Anand swimming
because am more like walking in the swimming pool.
had scrumptious dinner with Trishal and her family and
i must say this again
'thank you uncle and auntie' for bringing us out to eat.
The good side of Klang, everybody well, most of them speak Hokkien ,
which is the only Chinese language that i speak and understand.


13th May 2011
Its Friday the 13th and the fear of Friday the 13th is known as
Friggatriskaidekaphobia.
Some people do believe if the 13 fall on a Friday it brings bad luck and unlucky day
Well, i challenge Friday the 13th! and it was not that bad day after all
Had great time and nothing unlucky happen so far
Took the train to central from teluk gadung
Sok yee at central and we had lunch at kenny rogers
and from there we take a monorail to Wangsamaju and met Ezra.
i did bump into few familiar faces in Kl central such as Andrew, Hong Kin and some juniors
They just got back from a trip from Malacca
and bump into Nicole my housemate.
From Wangsamaju we took a cab to Zoo Negara which cost us about 8 bucks

Muffin, banana and chocolate chips, but i still prefer the vanilla one :)

My darling Trishal with her new camera

Sok yee 's waiting for her mac and cheese

Say hello to Zoo negara!
Entrance fee:
For malaysian: RM25
For non malaysian: RM 25
For college student: RM 25
( sad case la ryte, no discount for big student like us)

Some part of the zoo where they had this resting hut in between the ape 's cage

My familia ( we are one big happy family)
Sweet couple

Random
Anand bagau-ing!

Kura kura for perlumbaan kedua( some komsas sastera we learn during our Secondary year)

For the first time i look taller than darling trishal in this pic!hehehee
Flamingo
say hello to Mr hippo and he is busy lazying in his pond
ape( taa taa is in the zoo) he looks so sedih when we visit him
Us ( sok yee, trishal and me)
Ezra and trishal busy looking whats in the cage
Mua and sok yee
Me and thosai( he is always taller than me! unfair!)
The roof of the bee house

Guess what, this might sound ridiculous
but they charge 2 bucks for the map! RM 2 for a zoo map
Should be provided free when we pay the entrance fee
Sad to say the animal is not well maintain
Some are not properly fed and clean
The cage is smelly * yucks
Grass is not properly cut
Some animal were hidden in between the grasses
The sign board and the information they provided is not updated
The sign board is just too old, the colours were all faded
Wonder what they did with our RM25 buck
Since they have community service every week
Student volunteer them self from some college
to clean the animal's poo poo and drain and
Fed the hungry animal.


ooh, this is how a giraffes's poo poo looks like, kinda rounded aiyte

Far from what i expected,
I would said, Taiping zoo is much better than the national zoo
We miss the animal show
but shhsssss. we had better elephant show to watch :o)

Kinda remind me of the elephant i watch in eat pray & love but now darling Trishal is still
traumatized with the elephant.hahah


Yellow bin! i dont know why i feel so yellow and sad when i took this pic!emo sial but dont know why i am emoing

We went to wangsawalk mall and had our dinner at BBQ, watch Thor and that movie wasnt great at all, must kicked that fella butt who suggest me to watch Thor in the first place. Reached home around 10pm , bathe , tired and doze off

14th
Woke up late and was raining, our bukit bintang and Skybar plan cancel , instead we went to Klang Bukit Tinggi Jusco and did our shopping. For the first time we came across buy 1 free 3! wait for no time, we grab those item and pay rm15. In the end of the day, we bought the same ear ring, singlets , necklace and top.
Had our dinner at pasta mania with Trishal's friend , Ruben
He fetch us home and we had drinks at Sheeperdo,
I ordered Tequila sunrise and Trishal ordered Iquawa
He introduce the reggae music to us
Something different that i myself have not really listen to it
Realize something after knowing Ruban
Life is short, appreciate what you have now.
Love now, OR love never :)

15th May 2011
Woke up late again and we went to Amcorp mall at PJ
Gosh, i'm blinded again with all the accessories in flea market
End up buying 3 pairs of vintage ear rings and 2 rings for myself
bought 2 tops and a scarf for mummy
and a cup cake recipe book for myself to start baking
I have this thing for cup cakes since ages but never bother to start one
At night, had this amazing nasi lemak and thosai with trishal's family and her neighbor with their cute baby.

16th May 2011
Leaving Klang early in the morning , Trishal's dad made for me prataa, when am still asleep like a pig! oh God, such a pig i am. Lovely prataa with auntie's chicken sambal. Had two prataas and am full for the whole day.

Boarded train to central at 11.30am and reached central around 1am to get my tickets. Bought my ticket for the 3pm train to Bukit Mertajam and reached around 9.20pm. 2 hours in Kl central while waiting for my train and met few people along the way, chic chat with this girl from BM who is an IT graduate , she share some experience and now she is working with dell.

Later on, heard somebody called my name' Hey cat!!" from the back and i dint realize it is Josh.Dint expect to meet him at central and bid Goodbye to him who is on the way back to Sabah with his friend to the airport.

Awesome trips and Thank you so much darling trishal, uncle and auntie for the wonderful treat.