Briyani at Kapitan

Briyani rice and chicken roasted at Kapitan


Saturday afternoon and we are all up for briyani,Briyani Kapitan is the name of the dish that we ordered. and it is a HELL of a good briyani :) love the roasted chicken and briyani with dall curry. Am still waiting for my friend shalini to bring me to Market street and taste the fantastic briyani that she brag about most of the time:)

Anyway start eating briyani at Rawther in front of HPP and was addicted to it ever since. Briyani and drumstick is great and it makes my day up whenever am having a bad morning.

Went for the shortest shopping ever with mum and dad, and guess what we just entered vinci, nichi, and kitchen and off we have to go coz dad had some stuff to do. 2 and half hour in Gurney and mum ended buy dress that she wanted and i bought one


my blurr effect



nichi black dress with frill : RM79.90

end of our day ( 2 hours jam when we stuck at the ferry) and yea only 2.5 hours shopping at gurney which is so sad.and yes peeps! been busy this whole week as it is my last week in Penang General Hospital , shall update soon when am free.

Passport disappointment

Do i have to make my self the VIP to be entertain in the government sector?
totally feeling so much in the lazy mood when my mum woke me up at 7am to do our passport on Saturday morning. The best part, we arrived at 9am and waited till 12.20pm(letme counted again its 3 and half freaking long hours) wasted waiting for the long number to be appear on the screen. Ours is 1099 and 1100 and the number when we get our number was 1028.Waited like crazy people and were so happy when our numbers been called out. Prepared 2 passport photos and a photostatted ic to be handed to the lady at the counter. She took our form and said:

Day 1

Passport lady no 1: Hari ni tak sempak nak buat, besok datang bayar dan ambik passport
Me: So, kena ambik number sekali lagi tak cik?
Passport lady no 1: Tak payah, you datang dan cakap nak bayar passport dan ambik passport besok ya.
Me (disappointed): Hari ni memang tak boleh dapat ka?
Passport lady no 1: Hari ni memang tak boleh sebab kauter tutup pukul 12
me in my mind: okay, i understand since i have been in customer service line before


Day 2( sunday morning at 10.15am)
Passport lady no 2 : yea, bayar rm100 di sine
Me: handed the rm100 ( super happy to get my passport at last)
Passport lady no 2: Cik, minta maaf kena datang besok sebab sine, kena tunggu 2 jam selapas pembayaran.
Me: I was like! uh? besok saya ada kerja la cik
Passport lady no 2: Kalau macam tu, datang hari sabtu


What i discover : U can gain your passport in a day
the verdict: Thats bullshiiit! i took 3 days to get mine. if u wanna get the same day you have to be the arly bird or you have to wait and wait and wait
What i understand: She can actually ask me to pay the freaking rm100 yesterday itself so i gain my passport on sunday
The verdict: She is just feeling a bit lazy to do so, so she told me besok datang dan bayar:(



Love it coz it suit for my casual wear and its only rm 30


Random bag that i got from auto city
price: RM30
colour available: Grey, Brown, Black


Realize that all my bag is mostly brown in colour, dont know why i have a thing on brown bags. Speaking of bags, i heard that somebody got a bag for me and i cant wait to see how it looks like! ahem.

Anyway, was so bored on sunday, decided to curl my hair with that curl rod stick and i look like a ghost, so havent decide to curl it half to create more volume to my hair or just leave it straight for x-mas. emmm, most of my friends agreed that i should try curling.


think i need to work on putting a pair of those fake eye lashes coz i dont have any on it now



this is the reason why i dont smile in my normal photo because i just look super weird with my smile.
From the picture above, i need lotsa stuff to learn bout make up, i may be a good painter but not make up! My scary pictures above have alot to say bout my wrong technique used for make up. So,gotta learn lot from darling trishal, my roomie, veona and Miss earth, swee yee.

Gurney day out!

passembur



satay



food=yummylicious



rojak



or chien





marianne


My two crazy friend(hazmida and cassandra)

Fantabolous saturday ever! met my kalut gang at secret recipe jusco bm and we came up with a random plan to go around penang island. Marry let us tumpang her new myvi which is freaking nice to gurney. Walk around gurney plaza before we headed for our dinner at the gurney drive

First time i went to gurney and came back with empty handed, been tahan my desire to shop so i can shop again with mumy next week. So many sale in here and its crazy! wish am a billionaire now.Kitchen is down with 30 % sale and saw this nice black dress that i wanna have badly.

Had some real fun time with them.Feel like am myself again after so long, to like what i eat and to eat what i like. I totally forget bout all the sad stuff when it come to food and my awesome friends is around me. Hazmida, cassandra, marriane and lee ling ( we bounded ever since primary years to secondary) and they are still the same friend that i have during the days in school. Its so funny how time pass so fast and we are all grown up now.

Waiting for my darling nidya to be back from tanjung malim and am gonna book her to accompany me for movie and shopping next weeek, miss her bucket already ( darling if your reading this ) you must be smiling now .

Cant wait for the langkawi or jerejak trip next week with my awesome friend. already start miss singing dynamite together with all by buddy in marry's car. Hope to catch up with u guy soon :)

French Manicure

Fantabolus day out with mum at last! DECENT day out, GIRLY day : shop at sunway.
The shops are the same except for NICHI! opening soon in sunway! gosh i cant wait for that shop to finally open its retail store in sunway.
Bought few cosmetic things such as 2 face mask, french nail polish from etude house, etude pink glitter eye shadow and BB cream
Finally, i feel like am a women back. I don't really make up except for certain occasion or certain function. Usually am with lip gloss and am off to go.

Today am having such a bad hair day but mummy promised me a treat to my hair on the weekend :)I want back my black shinny hair badly. My long black hair look kinda dull and frizzy after i blow dry them.
I wash you,
I conditioner ed you,
I even air dried you,
but gosh! why is so hard to control you,
long long frizzy hair?
i think i probably need a wig to covered up a bad hair day.

Take away sushi king 's sushi with wasabi and off we go home.


Grey voir halter neck tank top(m size)


White voir halter neck tank top (s size)

Shop at voir and bought a tank top and THOSE are the perasan pic of myself


horrible, frizzy , brittle hair

In a 2 weeks time: am gonna have curl on my hair :) weeee

Fugly leg

Pangkor trip: great escape after my anatomy II paper 20052010

Nobody is perfect, and indeed am i
am proud to admit , the worst body part that i hate now
is my LEG!
my super short
my super uneven ton
my super rough
my super big
my super fugly
my super hairy
my super UGLY LEG

yea, i hate my leg that much! feel like chopping them off , and had a barbie doll leg on mine,(bright shinny smooth long sexy leg)

neway, i bitcch bout my leg because of this recent hair removal cream that i applied on. On the box, it is clearly stated that it is for sensitive skin.Unfortunately,i choose to apply it on my leg and my leg turn into reddish spot.After a week my skin become like a scale and they peel off easily! yuck!i pampered my leg with all kinda lotion i can ever grab in the market and non of them working
and i don't wanna wear skirt anymore now, nor short :/ freaking disgusted.
This come to my only solution, to meet the dermatologist on Thursday.

Ps/I miss my clear, clean, spotless leg!i want them back badly before christmas

Stalker

somebody is watching over you : 17012010 st George church penang

Followed someone idea , fill up my Sunday afternoon by going to CHURCH ! St anne church Bukit Mertajam is where i spend my every sunday morning since am 5-17 years old .I admit as i grew up, im MIA most of the time which is something am not proud of. Went and did some reflection in the old church and it works! im at peace for a moment, me doing the talking to the God, Mother marry, Jesus. Says some prayer and ask for some help and strength to be a stronger human being. Apart from asking forgiveness and blessing for my family.

Its weird when u want a company so bad and u cant find it. Been scrolling down my whole entire contact numbers and i cant find any, they are either busy studying, working or not around in Bm. So at last i decided to go shopping alone. Sound a bit crazy but wait for the crazy part to come. Wore a purple pdi tank top, and a skinny jean and am all ready to go shoe hunting all by myself. Actually, the purpose of me going there is to get my new copy of Cleo magazine December issue. Been waiting for it like mad and also to find my missing f5 keyboard button that had been missing.

Arrived at Jusco, parked my car outside and all ready set to go, ask some friend around where do i find a decent Saturday and Sunday part time job, and my friend who is working at opera suggested the dinosaur kids place which offer rm 4 per hour. I doubt that job is nice, so i decided to just let it go. Furthermore, dad and mum would not allow me work anymore regarding all the stuff that happen lately

So, i went up to the popular bookstore to get my latest Cleo mag issue but after spending my time belek-ing there, cant find any and i realize something

A STALKER! blue shirt guys, disgusting face guy, he followed me all this while from the shoe shop! gooooooosssssh! am TERRIFIED! am serios, no joke. so i walk out and went to living cabin and he is still following me around. MUMMMY! i need u ....
this time for real, and suddenly he ask me am i alone shopping and mumble some word. I got so scared , i feel like talking out a pepper spray which i dont have one to just spray on his yucky face. I said nope and i quickly move to digi and thank God he is not there anymore :/ weeeuwww.. i got panic and i ask the guard to follow me to my car park. This is serios! stalker is not funny thing. It happen to me and it can happen to anyone.

Not that for once i felt like am a celebrity / paparazi condition, but this is severe case, serious case. It may happen if u don't take a smart action. I don't wanna elaborate more but i find out that stalker usually aiming for solo teen girl shopping in the mall. So, if u encounter one, do go for public places and ask for some help. Approach the counter or ask your friend to pick u up if your too traumatized to drive all the way back

Stalking may be alright in Facebook and stuff, but a stalker around you and when u feel your been observed all the time is scary.So gals out there , if u wanna go out window shopping, its better for u to go in a group :)rather than one although at time u feel like being alone.

You don't know what you had till its gone

Ipoh electric train: 18122009


You don't know what you had till its gone
When your sure of what you have
You tend to take that things for granted
What would you do if u feel that your no longer
important in that person life
You stay or you leave?
People changes and as time tickling
You are given a shot, and you failed miserably
When it is gone, you gonna looked back
and cry me a river .
Who to be blame entirely?


The answer: only the fool to be blame

Paint

credits to sharsi karna: amazing trip that we venture in ipoh 18122009
wall painting taken at one of the empty pub in ipoh


My paint is spell without the letter T in it
a four letter word which means PAIN
when you wants that someone to be the only exception
you feel pain, a pain that i think i can hide
but my smile portrayed the word pain
Pain that i only wish it could go away
bring me back that smile that i used to have

Pain that freeze the time to make it move like a century
Pain that when you think it can makes you stronger
but you fell flat on the ground with you arm wide open
Pain that force your tears out and drip on your cheek
Pain that invade anger in you that you feel like
pulling the trigger and burn all the anger into ashes
Pain that makes you run for miles and feel free again

All i want for Christmas is to watch Narnia with my pain
and it shall turn into love when i finish watching it :)

Tangled tale

Last Saturday, went for a movie day out at Sunway with my lil niece, and we watched
RAPUNZEL : tangled in 3D.So, being a baby sitter during the weekend kinda nice to do once in a while. One word for this Walt Disney animation is: HAPPYness :) i fell in love watching Disney animation movie when they finally announced and they live happily ever after,THE END .





Anyway, i suck at doing a movie review, so am not gonna review anything here, you gotta catch it yourself. Its some kinda movie that i realy realy love to watch when am a small lil girl and even now am crazy over it. Mandy more voice sound like Anne Hathaway in this and i seriously thought it was that Princess diary for a Lil while.Zachary Levi is responsible behind the macho Flynn Rider character. In case you guy miss it out, Zach is also known as the man behind chuck:) and gotta tell u this, its way way way better than watching princess and the frog which i remember i almost doze off with Trishal and Anand which we eventually change our movie night to the playboy mansion.

Lets skip the boring part and move on to my favorite part of all



one of the scene that i wanna make it real in my real real life
imagine Flynn Rider aka my special someone roll me on a boat, take me out for a night date and watch those lantern being heat up in the air. amazing thing that i wanna do



will, he come and save me like this from my castle? hahaha


Flynn Rider aka my prince charming




my nieces ( angeline and narishaa tan siew man)




So, we ate pizza after the movie and shop. Bought a new shoelace because i love the polca dots on it. Spend around 40bukcs for a 1001 nature wonder you must see before you die by michael bright in collabaration with UNESCO.



and finally their crazy aunt with the 3D spec on!

Loy krathong 2010 [Wat Rajaphohong]

pee-kaa- boo! say hello to my Thai cousin's daughter
and she is bringing all that SEXY back :)


Pictures on last year loy krathong, note: i wasn't there since am catching important final paper



one of the common krathong shape and its like a lotus


This year Loy krathong festival and its proven that my bad camera could not capture a proper night scene



some weird camera effect which turns out to be pretty cool thing aiyte?


other material that is been use to create a marvelous krathongs like these.

Loy krathong is celebrated on 12th month of the Thai lunar calender to start off a new life when the krathong is let to be float on the river. Krathong is referred to a traditional way to make the flower using banana trunk and loy carry its meaning for float or floating.It also symbolise all your bad luck, anger, dissopintment to be swap away in the river. Water sort of purify your new you. In those ancient days, this festival is believe to be originated from the northern Thailand region and some said Laos. The reason to celebrate loy krathong is to ask the blessing from the God of water. Some devotee even cut their hair and nail to be placed them on the krathong . Krathongs were made off a section of banana trunk in those days but sadly the Styrofoam had replaced and it is sad because it is not biodegradable. Prehaps the community should start off by bringing back the old krathongs concept where breads and banana trunk were use. Banana leaves and flowers tip-top the amazing krathongs.

Its all happening at Wat Rajaphohong Ara Kuda last weekend when the moon illuminates its shimmering light on the Tun sardon river. The Thai devotee and not to forget others as well who gather for this Loy Krathong festival. Several activities line up to entertain the spectators. Thai boxing also known as the Muay Thai were presentated to the audience, and indeed it was nice to see my cousin muay thai-ing on the stage. Each participant were blind folded and point were given to the participant who get a box and a kick.Anyway it wasn't a real competition as kids were just having some fun on there and it is indeed exciting to see them on stage. Performance such as the thai traditional dance is indeed an enjoying treat to us.

Sunday night arrived, the festival kicked start with traditional music performance and singing the 'Loy, Loy, krathong'. Villagers as well as us, began to dance accordingly to the music.It is also known as the ' Rambung' moves and all of us were enjoying ourselves. Procession starts off and we walked approximately 1km to the river were we lighted our krathongs's candle and incense sticks.

Anyway, am half Thai, am PROUD of where i belong .Am proud to be one of the Thai community and indeed am gonna master Thai languange one day:) hehe.







The Loy Krathong song that is stuck in my head till today

Wan pen duan sip song nam kor nong tem taling
Raow thung lai chai ying sanook gun jing wan loy krathong.

Loy loy krathong, loy loy kratong
Loy krathong gun leaw kor chern nong keaw oog ma rum wong

Rum wong wan loy krathong, rum wong wan loy krathong
Boon ja song hai raouw sook jai
Boon ja song hai raouw sook jai.


The monk



me with two krathongs that my aunt made for us


Dylan : my sarawakian, thai, chinese cousin's son


another thai cousin's daughther, she is cute, aint she?

To those who is interested in this event, experience it yourself next year at the thai buddist temple wat rajaphong where we have interesting line up for u guys next year. Check it out this awesome festival yourself in the month of november. so i;ll c you guys there next year..:)

Come home

picture: 28052010 : Jongker street flip flop ,its hard to let you go because you serve me well through thick and thin.

'Been chasing it for too long, am tired of chasing
torn in between and i hope to see you come home
because i have been waiting for you for too long..'

I'm in the wrong place trying to make it right
but am tired of being JUSTIFIED.

My current situation :It is just hard when no matter what you do, whether they are right or wrong, people already judge you first in their head. No matter how I hated the world see me, but hack it! Am still breathing and living in this world.

Secret

picture: 15022010: penang butterfly farm


Secret that we keep from each other
Secret turn into lies when we kept it
Secret break promises
and indeed it is hard to keep something name 'SECRET'
Have you had a secret before?
Everyone do own a secret
Secret stop when the story tell its own line
and the line tell its lies.
It will eventually destroyed trust
Secret is hard to utter it out loud
It is hard to be kept
It harm you in the end
so, why would we even bother to kept one?

answer is simple: to protect someone that we truly LOVE from getting hurt
i had experienced worst of it, and indeed is is worth it although i paid the most of it.

Quote of the day : life is a BITCH/.you make the move.take the risk./you lose it

LIFE as a SECRET. is hidden and hard .

Vintage that i lust for

Les Français Affaire Dress: $78

lONELY heart stud dress

Zoey dot dress

Dahlia Lace Bandage Dress

For more of this sweet-sin-must-to have piece, check this out at shopspanishmoss


Lavintage


Here are some of the vintage look that i look at and i cant stop looking at those and i want them badly, I don't really have knowledge on fashion ,did some research but too lazy to read the long article. In conclusion this is what i got to know in short bout Vintage :is SEXY yet SOPHISTICATED , not that revealing and vintage never DIES, It lives for CENTURY.

i heart V.I.N.T.A.G.E .

Peak A boo at Grand's garden

Take a look of the world in other dimension , and you may see it in a different way
Beauty lies on the eye of its beholder.

Flowers are pretty , they smell nice and some does not smell any, but certainly they bring a smile to the receiver face :)

im like a bird

picture: Passembor stall near standard charted bank on 17012010


'Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains in me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is RARE
Though my love is TRUE'

Somehow i feel like am a bird who only fly away and don't know where is my soul and home is.